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TURNING AROUND

1/26/2014

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Matthew 4:12-22

Now when Jesus heard that John had been arrested, he withdrew to Galilee. He left Nazareth and made his home in Capernaum by the lake, in the territory of Zebulun and Naphtali, so that what had been spoken through the prophet Isaiah might be fulfilled:
 "Land of Zebulun, land of Naphtali,
    on the road by the sea, across the Jordan,
    Galilee of the Gentiles--
 the people who sat in darkness
    have seen a great light,
 and for those who sat in the region and shadow of death
    light has dawned."
From that time Jesus began to proclaim, "Repent, for the kingdom of heaven has come near."
As he walked by the Sea of Galilee, he saw two brothers, Simon, who is called Peter, and Andrew his brother, casting a net into the lake—for they were fishermen. And he said to them, "Follow me, and I will make you fish for people." Immediately they left their nets and followed him. As he went from there, he saw two other brothers, James son of Zebedee and his brother John, in the boat with their father Zebedee, mending their nets, and he called them. Immediately they left the boat and their father, and followed him.


We are still in the season of Epiphany - we will be until Lent begins.  Epiphany, besides sharing the story of the Three Magi, is the time we review the very, very beginnings of Jesus’ ministry here among us.  We’ve been playing hop-scotch with our themes and readings the past few weeks because we’ve had so much going on in our church life.  But while we’ve been looking for guidance for immediate decisions, the lectionary has been going on with the post-nativity infancy stories like the slaughter of the innocents by Herod and the flight of Mary, Joseph, and and the child Jesus into Egypt, and then our first scriptural sight of Jesus as an adult - being tempted in the wilderness and being baptized by his cousin John, who has been proclaiming the imminent coming of one whose sandals he isn’t worthy to carry.  John carries the stage for a brief while - just long enough to point us toward Jesus, and then he is arrested and executed – leaving the stage to Jesus.

In various commentaries I’ve looked into this week it’s been pointed out that the first two disciples, Simon and Andrew, are most likely poor men (they are standing on the shore throwing out a net - they have no boat from which to do their fishing).  The sons of Zebedee - on the other hand -- James and John - appear to be more affluent because they have a boat (in Mark's version of this story, they even have employees; they're a small family business.  Many writers see in this a foreshadowing of Jesus reaching out to all kinds of people, from all economic levels.  Calling them – calling us – all alike, regardless of monetary resources or even perceived worldly skills.  There’s a saying: God doesn’t call the well equipped, God equips those he calls.  So the very first lesson we hear is that we shouldn’t bother with but I’m unworthy – I don’t have anything to offer – I don’t have any skills God can use.  None of us are “worthy” – just get over it.


The second point we hear is the utterly radical change that is required of us when we respond to Christ’s call.  As near as we can tell from scripture not a one of the disciples responded with Yeah, Jesus, I’m with you – I want what you are offering ..... and then sat down again and stayed where they were.


That is probably the single most extraordinary thing in the whole scriptural story – that people just dropped what they were doing and walked away from their old lives.  Because we human beings really do not like to change.  We do not like to change or move.  We will stay in less than great situations rather than change our lives.  We will stay in abusive, unhealthy relationships rather than change.  We will stay in dead-end jobs rather than change.  We will stay in churches that do not feed us – and which we may even recognize as actually hurtful – rather than leave what we know for the unknown.  We may hate where we are, but we at least know where we are when we’re there.


And then there are those of us who are really quite comfortable where we are.  It takes – literally – an “act of God” to get us to move.  We are called to metanoia - a Greek New Testament word which is most often translated as repentance, but which actually means something closer to turn around or face in a new direction.  If we have chosen our church because we feel comfy and un-challenged there then we have probably missed an important message somewhere.  If we do not feel challenged by God, then we are not listening.


“Comfy Christians” are sure that God wants exactly what they want.  Consider the brouhaha around the new pope: Roman Catholicism is one of the most conservation Christian faiths.  It doesn’t do change easily.  I remember the uproar when John the 23rd -- bless the man – turned the church upside in the 60's.  And in the past several decades the popes since John 23 have worked their very hardest to undo the Vatican II reforms and return the church to the middle ages.  And now they have Francis – who is again turning the church on its head with his calls for social justice – which is, after all,  the oldest teaching in the book – literally – the Old Testament is one long call for social justice and that was also Jesus’ favorite topic.  Yet, somehow, too many Christians have managed to mute that call and delude themselves into thinking that it’s really all about sin, instead.  Well, it is, but the sin here is ignoring God’s calls for justice.

So now we have a pope who is labeled a “socialist” by Christians for preaching what Christ preached!  Dom Helder Camara, a liberation theologian and an archbishop in Brazil – and one of my personal heroes – has an oft-quoted line that goes: "When I feed the poor, they call me a saint, but when I ask why the poor are hungry, they call me a communist."


We here as a church have been called to a BIG change – we are clearly facing in a new direction.  Jesus has called, and we have answered, but we don’t know where we go next.  Are we simply doing, what AA groups refer to as “doing a geographic,” – moving to a new location but still taking all of our old selves along with us?  Or are we truly willing to go where we are called?  Are we prepared to do what we are called to do – even when we feel utterly ill-equipped?


If you’re like me, you probably feel a lot like “the people who lived in darkness” and we are waiting for our great light to dawn upon us.  Remember – this is Epiphany season – and remember, more than anything else – Jesus is the light that shines on us.  He is, as writer Katherine Huey says, the “light breaking forth in the most unlikely of places, in the midst of the most unlikely people (and for them, too) – the light shining even today in the ministry and faithfulness of communities gathered in Jesus’ name.  We ourselves are those most unlikely of people, the mostly unexpected sources of help and hope, and good news for the world.”  I can’t do it – you can’t do it – but Jesus can do it through us.  Thanks be to God.


Next week I’d like to start hearing ideas for what it might be we are being called to.  One of my granddaughters recently posted a sign that says “Find where God is working and join him there.”  Where are you seeing God at work in the world we live in?  Where might we be able to go to work with God?
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EARS TO HEAR

1/19/2014

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Psalm 40:1-12

I waited and waited and waited for God.
    At last he looked; finally he listened.
He lifted me out of the ditch,
    pulled me from deep mud.
He stood me up on a solid rock
    to make sure I wouldn’t slip.
He taught me how to sing the latest God-song,
    a praise-song to our God.
More and more people are seeing this:
    they enter the mystery,
    abandoning themselves to God.

Blessed are you who give yourselves over to God,
    turn your backs on the world’s “sure thing,”
    ignore what the world worships;
The world’s a huge stockpile
    of God-wonders and God-thoughts.
Nothing and no one
    comes close to you!
I start talking about you, telling what I know,
    and quickly run out of words.
Neither numbers nor words
    account for you.
Doing something for you, bringing something to you--
    that’s not what you’re after.
Being religious, acting pious--
    that’s not what you’re asking for.
You’ve opened my ears so I can listen.
So I answered, “I’m coming.
    I read in your letter what you wrote about me,
And I’m coming to the party
    you’re throwing for me.”
That’s when God’s Word entered my life,
    became part of my very being.
I’ve preached you to the whole congregation,
    I’ve kept back nothing, God—you know that.
I didn’t keep the news of your ways
    a secret, didn’t keep it to myself.
I told it all, how dependable you are, how thorough.
    I didn’t hold back pieces of love and truth
For myself alone -- I told it all.
Now God, don’t hold out on me,
    don’t hold back your passion.
Your love and truth
    are all that keeps me together.
Psalm 40 is a song of praise and thanksgiving.  Though it was written 3000 years ago, like most psalms it still reads true in our lives today.  In some psalms, the writer laments and mourns – and we all recognize ourselves there.  In others, the psalmist flat out asks God to provide nasty punishments for his or her enemies – we might like to think that’s not us, but I suspect we have each had moments of thinking this way, too.

The Psalms immediately before Psalm 40 are prayers for deliverance and for healing – you get the impression that things haven’t been going well for the psalmist.  But this is a hymn of thanksgiving for deliverance given and grace received.

I say grace received because while there has been deliverance from a particular pit of despair, there is also grace given by God – and, finally -- received by the psalmist.  Here the psalmist has heard God’s invitation and has – as this translation puts it – entered the mystery.  He or she has finally gotten it that doing deeds for God is not what God wants.  Bringing offerings to God is not what God wants.

God has invited the psalmist to a grand party and God simply wants him/her to accept, to “give themselves over – to turn their backs on the world’s “sure thing,” and ignore what the world worships” – and simply join in the God-song – and come to the party.

God has given the writer ears to hear – and he or she finally does hear – what God has been asking all along.  One of the commentaries I studied this week on this psalm puts it this way:

[Prayer and service are] an offering of praise for salvation, and what is even more important, it is the confession of a transformation of the self worked by salvation.  Where human desire and will are conformed to divine pleasure and instruction, the purpose of praise through sacrifice and song has been incorporated into the very process of the self.  The true thanksgiving for salvation is witness, and will. 
That’s kind of wordy and academic – but it pretty much says what I’ve been trying to say for several weeks now.

God does not demand works from us – they are not a requirement – something we have to do to get God’s attention.  God invites us into the kingdom.  God invites us to allow God to love us – and, hopefully – to love God in return.  And then, works and offerings will flow quite naturally out of our love and gratitude.

Now - does this mean that, like Mary, we just plunk ourselves at Jesus’ feet and let some Martha somewhere do all the work?  I doubt it.  That’s not how it works in the real world.  I’ve always maintained that we are required to create some sort of balance between Mary and Martha in our Christian lives – (our lives in general).  And even while we are Martha-ing, to keep those open ears which are our gift from God – those ears God opened so we can listen – and to always know ourselves in and with God at all times – in God’s world, in God’s kingdom.

We used to do something in past years and we kind of drifted away from it, but I want to revive it.  We used to share occasions of grace -- people acting for God in the world – things we’d notice during the week that remind us that all kinds of people are out there doing good things – maybe consciously doing them for God – maybe just doing it because good things are good things ... Here’s a couple of examples.  I wasn’t looking for them, I just heard one while watching the evening news and one on my car radio while driving home:
1. 5 year anniversary of Miracle on the Hudson - Dave Sanderson, last passenger off the plane, while rescued focused on the Red Cross blankets everyone was wrapped in – and was so moved that he has spent past 5 yrs raising money for Red Cross – more than $7 million – in his spare time.
2. Beth Heckel - went to Uganda to visit daughter, discovered people dying there of malaria - heard about bed nets - $5 - easy for us, impossible for those living there.  Came home, founded Think Humanity and so far has distributed more than 30,000 bed nets, grown to dig wells and build health clinics.



People doing good things -- not for praise or wealth, but just because they are needful to be done.   As the UCC sermon site offers this week in this quote from author Stephen King: "If God gives you something you can do, why in God's name wouldn't you do it?"
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WAITING

1/12/2014

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Psalm 131
The Message / A Pilgrim Song

O Lord, my heart is not lifted up,
    my eyes are not raised too high;
I do not occupy myself with things
    too great and too marvelous for me.
I’ve kept my feet on the ground,
    I’ve cultivated a quiet heart.
My soul is like a baby content in its mother’s arms.
    Wait, Israel, for God. Wait with hope.
    Hope now; hope always!

It’s easy right now, when we’ve been pushing and rushing to get moved out, to feel like pushing and rushing are the natural things we should be doing.  We should get to DO-ING!  

But before we get to do-ing, comes be-ing.  And this psalm reminds us that God’s first invitation to us is to simply let go and let God.  Rest in God, like a baby in it’s mother’s arms.  Just Be with God.  Do-ing will come in its own timing.  But do-ing grows out of our experience of be-ing with God.  It should not grow out our own willing it.  Nor out of our own determination that do-ing is what we are going to be about.  Do-ing is the result of being called – by God and by our grateful response to God – into serving God and helping, as we can, to do God’s work.  NOT out of our decision to “do something for God.”  What God calls us to is simply be-ing with and in God.  Do-ing comes naturally from love.  The do-ing will present itself and it will be obvious to us when it shows itself.

So let’s spend time resting in God – like that baby held in its mother’s arms.

But there’s lots of ways to be with God - so - how do we want to spend this time? -- Singing, praying, learning, talking?

A good thought to carry into the new year, into our new adventure, unburdening ourselves as we go:
Spend the next few days preparing for the year ahead: Forgive everyone, let go of everything, let God take charge. Amen
(Marianne Williamson)
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WELL ... HERE WE ARE

1/4/2014

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It has been awhile since I had a moment to blog here -- and what a wild and crazy time it has been!  The building has sold.  140 N. Spring Street is no longer our home.  It now belongs to Calvary Chapel of Ukiah, and we wish them every blessing and pray that the love and grace which has been in that place with us will also be with them.

As for us, we are temporarily homeless.  At the moment we are meeting in a home -- singing, praying, and sharing bread and cup.  We came out of the move a little shell-shocked by the speed of things.  These will be our stories for tomorrow:



Genesis 12:1-5  The Call of Abram
The Lord had said to Abram, “Go from your country, your people and your father’s household to the land I will show you.

“I will make you into a great nation, and I will bless you;
I will make your name great, and you will be a blessing.
I will bless those who bless you, 
   and whoever curses you I will curse;
   and all peoples on earth will be blessed through you.”
So Abram went, as the Lord had told him; and Lot went with him. Abram was seventy-five years old when he set out from Harran. He took his wife Sarai, his nephew Lot, all the possessions they had accumulated and the people they had acquired in Harran, and they set out for the land of Canaan, and they arrived there.

Genesis 15:1-6  The Lord’s Covenant With Abram
The word of the Lord came to Abram in a vision:
“Do not be afraid, Abram.
    I am your shield, your very great reward.”
But Abram said, “Sovereign Lord, what can you give me since I remain childless and the one who will inherit my estate is Eliezer of Damascus?” And Abram said, “You have given me no children; so a servant in my household will be my heir.”

Then the word of the Lord came to him: “This man will not be your heir, but a son who is your own flesh and blood will be your heir.” He took him outside and said, “Look up at the sky and count the stars—if indeed you can count them.” Then he said to him, “So shall your offspring be.”

Abram believed the Lord, and he credited it to him as righteousness.

Hebrews 11:1-2, 8-16
Now faith is confidence in what we hope for and assurance about what we do not see. This is what the ancients were commended for.

.....By faith Abraham, when called to go to a place he would later receive as his inheritance, obeyed and went, even though he did not know where he was going. By faith he made his home in the promised land like a stranger in a foreign country; he lived in tents, as did Isaac and Jacob, who were heirs with him of the same promise.  For he was looking forward to the city with foundations, whose architect and builder is God.  And by faith even Sarah, who was past childbearing age, was enabled to bear children because she considered him faithful who had made the promise.  And so from this one man, and he as good as dead, came descendants as numerous as the stars in the sky and as countless as the sand on the seashore.

All these people were still living by faith when they died. They did not receive the things promised; they only saw them and welcomed them from a distance, admitting that they were foreigners and strangers on earth.  People who say such things show that they are looking for a country of their own.  If they had been thinking of the country they had left, they would have had opportunity to return.  Instead, they were longing for a better country—a heavenly one. Therefore God is not ashamed to be called their God, for he has prepared a city for them.



As happens so often we read the words of scripture and we hear our own story.  Like Abram and Sarai we are setting out -- not knowing where we will end up -- but trusting God to lead us, and take us where we need to be.


Thanks be to God.
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