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CAN'T WE JUST STAY HERE?

2/25/2024

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Mark 9:1-8      (MSG)

Jesus then drove home all he had been teaching by saying, “Some of you who are standing here are going to see it happen, see the kingdom of God arrive in full force.”

Six days later, three of them did see it.  Jesus took Peter, James, and John and led them up a high mountain.  His appearance changed from the inside out, right before their eyes.  His clothes shimmered, glistening white, whiter than any bleach could make them.  Elijah, along with Moses, came into view, in deep conversation with Jesus.

Peter interrupted, “Rabbi, this is a great moment!  Let’s build three memorials—one for you, one for Moses, one for Elijah.”  He blurted this out without thinking, stunned as they all were by what they were seeing.

Just then a light-radiant cloud enveloped them, and from deep in the cloud, a voice: “This is my Son, marked by my love.  Listen to him.”

The next minute the disciples were looking around, rubbing their eyes, seeing nothing but Jesus, only Jesus.


Today is the 2nd Sunday in Lent for this year.  Our reading is from Mark’s gospel (finally!) but the odd thing about it is that this is usually read for the last Sunday in Epiphany – just before we move into Lent.  We missed its first pass  this year because it was initially washed out by one of our recent “atmospheric river” Sundays when I could not get from here to there, but then it showed up again today as the alternative gospel so I grabbed it.

It's a good thing I did because the next three Sunday’s readings will all come from John’s gospel, not Mark.

Anyway – Today’s reading, as you just heard, begins, ”Six days later.....”  Later than what? you may rightly ask,  Well, six days later than a whole lot of stuff.  Jesus and his followers have been traveling all over Galilee in the past few weeks.  They been to Tyre, on the coast, for Jesus’ conversation with the Syro-Phoenician woman and her ailing daughter, then back again to the region of the Sea of Galilee, crossing it at least twice by boat, and miles on foot.

He has fed 4000 people, who came out to hear him;  had a long, fairly hostile argument with a band of pharisees who had come out for just this purpose; healed a blind man and another who could not speak or hear – and heard himself declared to be the promised messiah by Simon Peter.

He has also told the people who massed around him that  he was here to be killed and be raised up again.

It’s been a busy time, to put it mildly.  Mark does not put much “down time” into his telling of Jesus’ story.

But somewhere at the end of all that, and more, we finally  find ourselves on another mountain top.  Jesus has taken Peter, James, and John up the mountain with him where he is enveloped in a blinding light shining out from himself.  When the disciples regain their ability to see they realize that Moses and Elijah are also there, talking with Jesus.

This oversets the disciples’ wits entirely – an understandable response – and Peter begins babbling about building shelters and staying here forever.  Then they hear the voice of God speaking out of the cloud and the three mortal men fall to the ground – too terrified to think, act, or speak.

When Jesus touches them and tells them not to be afraid, they look up and there is only Jesus – looking like Jesus again -- there with them.

​Jesus has revealed his true self to these three chosen ones, but they’re forbidden by Jesus to speak of what they have seen and heard until after he has been killed and has risen again.

We are,
most of us, familiar with this story.  It’s told in all three synoptic gospels, Luke having most likely copied it from Matthew, who had previously copied it from Mark’s version.  There is very little difference  among the three as it was apparently copied straight with little editing or editorializing.


So what
exactly does this all mean for us here today?  There are two things that stand out for me in this story.  The first is the image of Jesus, as the disciples saw him, shining with a light that came from within him – a light so bright they could barely keep their eyes open to see.  To see Jesus as he is.  Imagine being there and seeing that.  It would surely change your life forever.


The second
is Peter’s almost frantic need to just stay in that incredible moment forever.  “Let me just build some shelters here and we’ll never leave.”  That moment when, having seen what he has just seen, Peter can’t bear to even think about being without it ever again – ever.


But – we
were not created to live in paradise.  We were created and placed right here, with all the other ordinary people, in the midst of noise and messiness and injustice and ignorance and sometimes outright evil.  This is where we are, and where we’re meant to be.  We still get glimpses of that mountaintop from time to time, just enough to keep us going, but we don’t get to stay there – not yet.


We weren’t
created to sit in one spot forever.  Peter and the others really liked where they were.  It was glorious and comfortable there (once they got over the initial shock).  But there was work to do, down in the lowlands.


There’s
always work to do.  This story isn’t just a story – it’s the reality we are meant to strive toward -- until it becomes our everyday experience. 


It can
be.  It will be.

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WAYS THAT ARE RIGHT AND BEST

2/18/2024

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Psalm 25:1-10   (The Living Bible)

To you, O Lord, I pray.  Don’t fail me for I am trusting you.  Don’t let those who put me down succeed.   None of those who trust in you will ever be disgraced for trusting.  But all who harm the innocent shall be defeated.

Show me the path where I should go, Lord; point out the right road for me to walk.  Lead me; teach me; for you are the God who gives me salvation.  I have no hope except in you.  Overlook my youthful sins, O Lord!  Look at me instead through eyes of mercy and forgiveness, through eyes of everlasting love and kindness.


You are good and glad to teach the proper path to all who go astray; you will teach the ways that are right and best to those who humbly turn to you.   And when we obey you, every path you guide us on is aglow with your loving-kindness and your truth.
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Today is the First Sunday in Lent for this year.  We’ll still be going in and out of Mark’s gospel for many of our readings, but today I chose the Psalm for this first Sunday instead.  There’s a reason for that which I will get to shortly.

We like to think that the New Testament is radically different from the Hebrew Scriptures with their heavy handed insistence on punishment for any infringement of God’s will – think of the book of Job, or the story of Noah’s Ark, or even early in Genesis where Adam and Eve are tossed out of Eden for the “crime” of possessing curiosity – a trait presumably given to them by the very Creator who later punishes them for possessing it.

The God depicted in the Old Testament, sadly, is too often thin-skinned, petty, and childish – a perfect match for the gods found in the mythologies of their Greek, Roman, or Assyrian neighbors, but not much like the loving Father shown to us later by Jesus.

Our traditional Lenten practices were developed over the centuries more from the Old Testament than the New; shaped to focus more on rules and laws and our sinfulness than on caring for one another and playing our part in God’s reign of love.  More focused on punishment than teaching.

During Jesus’ life his teachings called on us to love and care for each other and these teachings carried over into the earliest years of the new “church” of Jesus followers, but as early as 100 years after his crucifixion we were already drifting back toward a harsher focus on sin and punishment.  Don’t step out of line or there will be repercussions.  We’ve been trying to balance our unworthiness with God’s love ever since.

This year’s Grammy awards took place shortly before Lent began and the whole time I was going through various readings I had Tracy Chapman’s “Fast Car” running through my head because, let’s face it, it was ubiquitous for the first few days.  So this song of failure that still manages to hope was providing the theme for this entry into Lent – in my mind anyway:
  • You got a fast car, I want a ticket to anywhere.
  • Maybe we can make a deal, Maybe together we can get somewhere.
  • Any place is better, Starting from zero, got nothing to lose.
  • Maybe make something together,  Me, myself, I got nothing to prove.
 
The singer recognizes their sense of failure, it’s everywhere in their life but they are still willing to try one more shot to get to something better.  It occurred to me while I was hearing it everywhere that first week that this might well be a theme song for so many young  and not so young people today who see their lives this way – screwed up, but not their fault – not really -- and they’re losing hope that it could ever get better again.

This doesn’t feel much different from accepting guilt for things we weren’t even aware we were doing.  The last couple of decades, particularly, have been pretty depressing – outright punishing for many folks – COVID, rising costs for everything pricing even the formerly ordinary things, like jobs that pay a decent salary and clean, comfortable housing, out of the reach of many people; political upheaval separating us into rapid camps advocating violence and hatred of each other; never-ending wars.

However we got here it certainly feels like we need to repent of something – something we’re doing all wrong.  UCC pastor, Kenneth L. Samuel, in this year’s daily meditation booklet* for Lent, reminds us, “On this Ash Wednesday we are called to remember the dust of our humanity,” and, because this year Ash Wednesday was also Valentine’s Day, ”we are also obliged to express our love to all.”

​Most of us are not as mired in sin as previous teaching would have us believe, but that certainly doesn’t mean that we don’t have some messy, broken places inside to deal with.  Lent is indeed a time to look deeply into the thoughts we don’t say out loud, into the hopes we have given up on because we truly don’t believe in them anymore, those things we’ve shunted to the back of the line like the ones we’ve labeled as “oh, that’s really not that bad.”

Lent is a time to look deeply into our own hearts and if we find things we should be doing and we’re not, or things we are doing – sorta – but we know we should be doing a whole lot better, then repent – yes, repent!  Spend some time with God finding out how to be better.  As the Psalm with which we began today says:
  • You are good and glad to teach the proper path to all who go astray; you will teach the ways that are right and best to those who humbly turn to you.   And when we obey you, every path you guide us on is aglow with your loving-kindness and your truth.

So, I quoted a bit ago from Kenneth Samuels: “remember the dust of our humanity,” that common dirt from which we all arise --  because no one here is dust free.  We’ve all failed at some things even as we’re doing pretty well at others.

But if we’re going to remember the dirt, which we must,  we equally must remember that we are loved.  Loved beyond our human understanding.  Created in love and watched over tenderly by one who is most certainly not crouched somewhere nearby, waiting to pounce and punish us for any time we fail, but instead, always ready to surround us with healing and hope.  We are not God’s failures; we are God’s beloveds.  Don’t ever forget it.
 
 

* Kenneth L. Samuels, in Bend: Lenten Devotional, 2024,  Pilgrim Press, UCC, Cleveland, Ohio
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Love Meets Lent

2/14/2024

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Ash Wednesday marks the beginning of Lent.  This year (2024) Ash Wednesday also coincides with Valentine’s Day.  This is the first such happening in our current century.  The last year in which the two met like this was 1945.

So Love meets Lent.  On Ash Wednesday we come face to face once again with our recognition that we often fail in living up to what we believe to be God’s desire for us, and on this same day we are reminded that, failures we may sometimes be, but we are loved, and love is all around us.

Both are important things to know.

 
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HOW DO WE PRAY?

2/11/2024

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Mark 11:24-25

I urge you to pray for absolutely everything, ranging from small to large.  Include everything as you embrace this God-life, and you’ll get God’s everything.  
And when you prepare to pray, remember that it’s not all asking.  If you have anything against someone, forgive them — then your heavenly Father will be inclined to also wipe your slate clean.”   (MSG)
​

We’re still here in Mark’s gospel but we’re not where we should be by following the lectionary.  We‘re here because I’m following one of those odd proddings I get every now and then that say, “maybe you should preach on this this week.”  I don’t know.  Maybe someone out there needs to hear this.  Maybe it’s me.

This usually comes about when two or three things pop into my attention as once, for no discernable reason.  All on the same topic.  Then, if I’m alert enough, I begin to wonder if the Holy Spirit is, in fact, trying to tell me something.

The first
prod came a couple of days ago when I turned on my computer and went into facebook to locate something I had saved there and the first face I saw when it opened was that of our General Minister and President, Terri Hord Owens.  She was doing her “Wednesday Prayer Live,” where she speaks briefly  while prayer requests are coming in through the comments of viewers.  After her speaking, she quickly but prayerfully skims through the requests so others can include them in their own prayers.  What we end up with is a large group of folks from all over, mostly unknown to each other, who come together on facebook each week to pray for people they may or may not know personally (although I did see two names that are quite familiar to me in the comments as they scrolled by.)

Prod #2 – You may remember that a couple of years ago I did a summer sermon series based on the sayings scribbled on a large collection of Sticky Notes that were stuck all over my computer desk – thoughts and quotes that were there for me to think about, but also because I thought they might be worth being turned into sermons someday.

Well, I no longer have the sticky notes.  Instead I have a large, messy “saved” file in facebook where  I tuck things that merit later reflection and may or may not one day reach you all.  This file was where I was going when I got distracted by Terri’s prayer time.

I forgot to mention that this “saved” file has several sub-categories, and sometimes it takes me a while to find what I’ve so carefully saved – so I opened a couple of sub-files and the first words I saw were:
  • “Dear God,
  • It’s been awhile since we last talked. And I know you’re busy. But I have something I’d like to ask, if you have a second...

Oh, look!
  We’re talking about praying again.  Now I’m certain someone is trying to nudge my thinking.  Never mind that I already have a sermon half written about Jesus healing Simon Peter’s mother – apparently we’re talking about praying this week instead.

The snippet I just read was written by columnist-author Sean Dietrich and is part of a longer short story he’s written.  It goes on from here:
  • Please—and I really mean this—let the kid I saw in Walmart play baseball this year. You know the kid I’m talking about. He was wearing a surgical mask. He is small and bony.  He’s not well.
  • Listen, I know there are droughts, famines, wars ... But that boy wants to play ball, God. ..... Please.  Just do some magic. Make his body work again.  I won’t ask anything more...
 
He then goes on to give a Master Class in praying (because, of course he goes on regardless of what he said about not asking anything more) all the while insisting he doesn’t know anything much about praying.  He rambles through pages of prayers for just about everything that crosses his mind – pleas for help and lots of ‘thank you’s’ for whatever makes his life happy.  Some of it’s funny, some sad, but most of it is beautiful.

There are a lot of ways to pray, including a lot of traditional prayers out there.  Prayers prayed for centuries, with beautifully crafted phrases hitting all the right notes.  And then there are prayers like this one, when we care so much we can hardly manage coherent sentences and we end up simply blurting out what we are feeling about whatever the need is.

​The wonderful thing is that God hears them all.  God even knows them before we manage to make a sound – because God knows our hearts, knows our needs.  We’re the ones who need help putting our thoughts together.

Whether it’s garbled pleas for a child we saw once in a store, when our hearts broke a little at that child’s needs, or it’s prayers on a computer, tossed into the cyber-world of total strangers who add your prayer to their own long lists and pray together with you, and for you, or it’s those beautifully crafted words – words repeated over and over for centuries – given for us for the times we can find no words at all.  We find ways to pray.

We talk to God.  We pray with others and we pray alone.  We lay our fears, our griefs, our joys and our needs at God’s feet, trusting that somehow, something will shift.  (And don't ever let anyone tell you that you are somehow annoying God with your constant prayers.  God loves us and therefore, it makes sense to me that God enjoys hearing from us.) If we can’t find the words, I have long maintained that “Help!” is a perfectly acceptable prayer, as is “Thank you.”

We all need to pray, whether it’s those of us who randomly chat with God all day like an old friend, or those who, when driven to it by need throw out desperate cries to someone, some-thing they’re not sure they even believe in.

It doesn’t
matter how we pray, just that we do pray – that we stay in touch with God.  We don’t have to do it like everyone else does it.  We can’t do it just like anyone else.  We don’t have to fold our hands just so or use certain words, or even quote scripture.  We have to open our hearts and recognize our own failings, and lift up each other – whether strangers or old friends, and be grateful for the blessing we receive – and talk to God about life and how it’s going and where we need some help.

And childish as it may sound, it helps to remember to say Please, and Thank you – and do it often.  It's good for our hearts and souls.

​And if you’re that person who needed to hear this today, the one I was set on this subject for, I hope it helped.  You’re welcome.  I’ll be praying for you.

And I hope
you’ll pray for me, as well.

Thank you.

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