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ONCE I WAS BLIND...AM I SEEING BETTER NOW?

3/26/2017

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John 9:1-41     True Blindness
Walking down the street, Jesus saw a man blind from birth. His disciples asked, “Rabbi, who sinned: this man or his parents, causing him to be born blind?”

Jesus said, “You’re asking the wrong question. You’re looking for someone to blame. There is no such cause-effect here. Look instead for what God can do. We need to be energetically at work for the One who sent me here, working while the sun shines. When night falls, the workday is over. For as long as I am in the world, there is plenty of light. I am the world’s Light.”

He said this and then spit in the dust, made a clay paste with the saliva, rubbed the paste on the blind man’s eyes, and said, “Go, wash at the Pool of Siloam” (Siloam means “Sent”). The man went and washed—and saw.

Soon the town was buzzing. His relatives and those who year after year had seen him as a blind man begging were saying, “Why, isn’t this the man we knew, who sat here and begged?”

Others said, “It’s him all right!”  But others objected, “It’s not the same man at all. It just looks like him.”

He said, “It’s me, the very one.” 
They said, “How did your eyes get opened?”

“A man named Jesus made a paste and rubbed it on my eyes and told me, ‘Go to Siloam and wash.’ I did what he said. When I washed, I saw.”

“So where is he?”   

“I don’t know.”

They marched the man to the Pharisees. This day when Jesus made the paste and healed his blindness was the Sabbath. The Pharisees grilled him again on how he had come to see. He said, “He put a clay paste on my eyes, and I washed, and now I see.”

Some of the Pharisees said, “Obviously, this man can’t be from God. He doesn’t keep the Sabbath.”

Others countered, “How can a bad man do miraculous, God-revealing things like this?” There was a split in their ranks.

They came back at the blind man, “You’re the expert. He opened your eyes. What do you say about him?”  He answered, “He is a prophet.”

The Jews didn’t believe it, didn’t believe the man was blind to begin with. So they called the parents of the man now bright-eyed with sight. They asked them, “Is this your son, the one you say was born blind? So how is it that he now sees?”

His parents said, “We know he is our son, and we know he was born blind. But we don’t know how he came to see—haven’t a clue about who opened his eyes. Why don’t you ask him? He’s a grown man and can speak for himself.” (His parents were talking like this because they were intimidated by the Jewish leaders, who had already decided that anyone who took a stand that this was the Messiah would be kicked out of the meeting place. That’s why his parents said, “Ask him. He’s a grown man.”)

They called the man back a second time—the man who had been blind—and told him, “Give credit to God. We know this man is an impostor.”

He replied, “I know nothing about that one way or the other. But I know one thing for sure: I was blind . . . I now see.”

They said, “What did he do to you? How did he open your eyes?”

“I’ve told you over and over and you haven’t listened. Why do you want to hear it again? Are you so eager to become his disciples?”

With that they jumped all over him. “You might be a disciple of that man, but we’re disciples of Moses. We know for sure that God spoke to Moses, but we have no idea where this man even comes from.”

The man replied, “This is amazing! You claim to know nothing about him, but the fact is, he opened my eyes! It’s well known that God isn’t at the beck and call of sinners, but listens carefully to anyone who lives in reverence and does his will. That someone opened the eyes of a man born blind has never been heard of—ever. If this man didn’t come from God, he wouldn’t be able to do anything.”

They said, “You’re nothing but dirt! How dare you take that tone with us!” Then they threw him out in the street.

Jesus heard that they had thrown him out, and went and found him. He asked him, “Do you believe in the Son of Man?”

The man said, “Point him out to me, sir, so that I can believe in him.”

Jesus said, “You’re looking right at him. Don’t you recognize my voice?”

“Master, I believe,” the man said, and worshiped him.

Jesus then said, “I came into the world to bring everything into the clear light of day, making all the distinctions clear, so that those who have never seen will see, and those who have made a great pretense of seeing will be exposed as blind.”

Some Pharisees overheard him and said, “Does that mean you’re calling us blind?”
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Jesus said, “If you were really blind, you would be blameless, but since you claim to see everything so well, you’re accountable for every fault and failure.”
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This is a very long reading today.  Usually when a reading is this long I will chop it down into a smaller, more digestible size – take just one piece and look at it instead of the whole, lengthy thing -- and I could have done that with this reading – focused just on the blind man and Jesus and the actual act of healing.  But to my mind that is the smallest part of this story.

The writer of John’s gospel, whoever he or she may have been, has done a masterful piece of storytelling here.  Less a story about Jesus and a blind man, this is a story about everyone else – and there is an extraordinary number of “Everyone Else’s” in this reading.

The healing itself is quite simple:  Jesus meets a man born blind and heals him.  The story is so lengthy because Everyone Else has to get involved.  Everyone Else has an opinion and feels obligated to express it.  Everyone Else can’t seem to manage to squish the story down to make it fit into their preconceived ideas of what could have happened, and so they want to fight about it.

Only two people were involved in the story – Jesus and the blind man.  After it happened, the poor formerly-blind man was asked the same question over and over again, as if his questioners thought that by repeating their question they would finally get an answer they wanted to hear.  But the healed man just kept saying the same thing:  “I don’t know how it happened.  I just know I used to be blind and now I am not blind.”

So then they ask each other.  They ask the man’s parents, as if they should somehow know what happened.  They ask people who chanced to be standing around the street that day.  They ask everyone except the one person who might really know what happened and how it happened.

And everyone has an answer:  It’s a fake; he’s a charlatan; it never happened; it’s a lie; we know Moses was of God but we don’t know anything about this guy – except that he has to be a fake.

The ONE suggestion that NO ONE appears to put forth here is, of course the true one, the “obvious” one, according to our meditation reading for today:  That what just happened here, what they saw and experienced, was the hand of God at work among the people of God – right here, in this world.  What they saw was God.

In this entire long reading the Pharisees, the authorities – the ones asking all the questions – do not speak to Jesus himself until the very end – and even then they don’t ask How or What.  All they have to say to Jesus is “are you calling us blind?”

Until that one indignant, offended question at the end of the story – until then, only one person had spoken at all to Jesus…and that one had his eyes and his understanding opened so that he did, in truth, see.

There are so many people in this story: we start with the man himself, his relatives, and then “those who had seen him as a blind man; then we have  “the Pharisees” who themselves appear to be divided as to what really happened – some saying “never happened” and those saying “something” happened; then back to the once-blind man; then his parents – then back to the man – finally throwing him out entirely because he insisted on telling the same story and wouldn’t change it to accommodate them.  Jesus only gets a word in when some Pharisees overhear him talking to the man about those who pretend to see but are really blind.

So many people, so much running around and babbling, all in a desperate attempt to avoid having to say out loud what they know good and well just happened:  There was a man who was blind and Jesus healed him.

We humans are capable of going to absolutely ridiculous lengths to deny what is right in front of us.  Listen to a sports fan insisting that their bottom-of-the-basement team is going rise up and take it all at the last minute; listen to a politician insist that “I never said that” when it’s right there on tape and half the world has watched them “say that”.  We see what we want – and we don’t see what we cannot willingly accept.

How often do we see God at work right here?  How many times have we been excited about it?  How many times have we told someone else – anyone else – about what we just witnessed?  What we ourselves have experienced?  Why is it so difficult to do this?

Why are we ready to say that blindness is God’s ‘fault’, while at the same time, our response to healing is so often ‘I don’t know’?  Why are we so ready to ascribe devastation and loss to God’s agency but less willing to do the same with grace and blessing?  

Are we any less blinded by our own preconceptions - our own carefully constructed narratives of how the world works?  
Why is it so hard for us to claim grace out loud?

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BORN AGAIN...?

3/12/2017

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John 3:1-8  (New Testament for Everyone)

There was a man of the Pharisees called Nicodemus, a ruler of the Judaeans.  He came to Jesus by night.

‘Rabbi,’ he said to him. ‘We know that you’re a teacher who’s come from God. Nobody can do these signs that you’re doing, unless God is with him.’

‘Let me tell you the solemn truth,’ replied Jesus. ‘Unless someone has been born from above, they won’t be able to see God’s kingdom.’

‘How can someone possibly be born’, asked Nicodemus, ‘when they’re old? You’re not telling me they can go back a second time into the mother’s womb and be born, are you?’
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‘I’m telling you the solemn truth,’ replied Jesus. ‘Unless someone is born from water and spirit, they can’t enter God’s kingdom.  Flesh is born from flesh, but spirit is born from spirit.  Don’t be surprised that I said to you, You must be born from above.  The wind blows where it wants to, and you hear the sound it makes; but you don’t know where it’s coming from or where it’s going to. That’s what it’s like with someone who is born from the spirit.’

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The question of being “born again” is a divisive one in Christianity today.  People appear to align on one side or the other.  You either are, by the act of saying the magic words, or you are not, because you can’t figure out what it means in the first place.

If you are among the second group, it’s clear you’re not alone. That’s where Nicodemus was coming from, as well.  Nicodemus is a Pharisee and one of the small group of Sadducees and Pharisees who have been given a limited power to rule in the name of the Romans. He holds a seat on that ruling council, the Sanhedrin, and yet here Nicodemus is among those who seek out Jesus for His teaching.  He seems to believe more about Jesus than might be really healthy for him right now, so he comes at night.
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And it is Nicodemus who is the first (that we know of) to wrestle with the question of how a grown human goes about being born again.
‘How can someone possibly be born ..... when they’re old?  You’re not telling me they can go back a second time into the mother’s womb and be born, are you?
And Jesus tries to explain, and Nicodemus just gets more confused.  And, in all honesty, Jesus’ answer doesn’t help much – in fact, it just confuses him more.
‘I’m telling you the solemn truth,’ replied Jesus. ‘Unless someone is born from water and spirit, they can’t enter God’s kingdom.  Flesh is born from flesh, but spirit is born from spirit.  Don’t be surprised that I said to you, You must be born from above.  The wind blows where it wants to, and you hear the sound it makes; but you don’t know where it’s coming from or where it’s going to. That’s what it’s like with someone who is born from the spirit.’
Jesus is speaking of things as they are in God’s realm.  Nicodemus, being only human, tries to shape his words into something concrete – something he can grasp and hold onto.  Ignoring the whole question of Jesus being here to show us the reign of God, right now, among us, Nicodemus latches on to the mechanics of human biology.  He wants an answer that fits into his idea of how the world works.  This world, not God’s heavenly world.  This world that we can see and touch and taste – where we know perfectly well that people only get born one time.

Living and operating in this world, Nicodemus wants to be given something he can do, some act he can perform that will take care of this whole thing.  “What do I need to DO?” he wants to know.  “Just allow God to BE,” Jesus answers.  “Like the wind, you don’t know where it comes from – and you don’t need to know – just let it BE.”

The same confusion still reigns today.  The earnest people who come up to you today to ask “Are you saved?  Have you been born again?” truly believe in their heart of hearts that there is something you must DO, some magic phrase you must recite in order for this to happen – they believe it all rests on us, when in truth it rests – as it always has rested, on God – and we can no more control God than we can control the wind.

“Flesh is born from flesh, but spirit is born from spirit,” Jesus tells us, but still, Nicodemus, and most fundamentalists today, want a physical, fleshly answer to a spiritual question.

So what does “being born again” mean in purely spiritual terms?  This question probably has as many answers as there are people to answer it.  And it is different for each of us as we surrender to the ability to let God be an active part of us.

For myself, I believe that part of God’s self is part of us from the very beginning.  I believe that is what this thing called “life” is.  I believe that some “God stuff” is part of every piece of creation.  We are not created from nothing – we are created from God’s own self.
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The only act, then, for us is to choose whether or not we accept and acknowledge that part of ourselves.  Whether we allow that part to teach us and lead us, to guide us.  To work in and through us.  We can choose – although sometimes we will find that choice heavily influenced by God’s desires for us – but still we get to choose whether to live as we have always appeared to live, or to acknowledge ourselves as citizens of the Reign of God.
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P.S.
​Here are some of the "Thought-Provokers" we used for our post-sermon discussion today.  They are a mixed bag, for sure:


N.T. Wright, 21st century
"The work of salvation, in its full sense, is (1) about whole human beings, not merely souls; (2) about the present, not simply the future; and (3) about what God does through us, not merely what God does in and for us." 

Anna White, Mended, 21st century
"I grew up believing Christians didn't just believe in Jesus. To be saved, people had to look and speak a certain way. They followed a long list of nots to ensure their holiness. They fit the mold. They followed the rules."

Lailah Gifty Akita, Pearls of Wisdom
“We all have that divine moment, when our lives are transformed by the knowledge of the truth.”
 
Tony Vincent, 21st century
“I'm a born-again Christian, but that's not the coat that I wear. It's just how my heart's been changed.”

Jerry Falwell, 20th century
“If you're not a born-again Christian, you're a failure as a human being.”
 
Herb Caen, 20th century
“The trouble with born-again Christians is that they are an even bigger pain the second time around.”


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PLAYING TO OUR FEARS

3/5/2017

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Matthew 4:1-11    (The Message)

Next Jesus was taken into the wild by the Spirit for the Test.  The Devil was ready to give it.  Jesus prepared for the Test by fasting forty days and forty nights.  That left him, of course, in a state of extreme hunger, which the Devil took advantage of in the first test:  “Since you are God’s Son, speak the word that will turn these stones into loaves of bread.”   Jesus answered by quoting Deuteronomy:  “It takes more than bread to stay alive.  It takes a steady stream of words from God’s mouth.”

For the second test the Devil took him to the Holy City.   He sat him on top of the Temple and said, “Since you are God’s Son, jump.”  The Devil goaded him by quoting Psalm 91:  “He has placed you in the care of angels.  They will catch you so that you won’t so much as stub your toe on a stone.”   Jesus countered with another citation from Deuteronomy:  “Don’t you dare test the Lord your God.”

For the third test, the Devil took him to the peak of a huge mountain.   He gestured expansively, pointing out all the earth’s kingdoms, how glorious they all were.  Then he said,  “They’re yours—lock, stock, and barrel.  Just go down on your knees and worship me, and they’re yours.”   Jesus’ refusal was curt:  “Beat it, Satan!”   He backed his rebuke with a third quotation from Deuteronomy:  “Worship the Lord your God, and only him.  Serve him with absolute single-heartedness.”
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The Test was over.  The Devil left.  And in his place, angels!   Angels came and took care of Jesus’ needs.

This is one of those stories that is entirely familiar to those of us who have been around churches for quite a while.  Even for those who haven’t necessarily been in church it is probably vaguely familiar – something we’ve heard.  And it seems pretty straight forward.  The story begins immediately after Jesus’ baptism by John.  The first thing Jesus did after that amazing experience was to go off by himself for a few days to pray and, I suspect, figure out what just happened to him. 

After fasting and praying for 40 days Jesus comes face to face with The Deceiver, who attempts to distract him and turn him aside from the path before him, by offering him three temptations.  First, he offers food – after 40 days out there Jesus was bound to be hungry – but, No, Jesus rejects Satan’s fake food.

Second, he offers magical powers to wow the crowds – but, No, Jesus doesn’t need that either.

Thirdly, Satan offers Jesus the whole world if he’ll only do this one tiny, little thing and worship Satan.  The answer, of course, is No, again.  This is Jesus, after all.  We didn’t really expect him to give in.

So, that’s that story – OK, let’s move on to the next one … or maybe not.  Maybe let’s take some time and look at the idea of temptation and what this story tells us about ourselves, because, the truth is that we read scripture not to hear about God or Jesus or Moses or whomever as much as we read to maybe learn a little about ourselves.

Whoever it is who gathers the quotes posted on the UCC Lectionary site each week – the ones I’ve taken to including on your handouts – that person is one of my favorite people because quite often it will be one of those quotes that breaks open the readings for me.  After years and years of a three-year cycle, scripture itself can begin to be pretty repetitive, and some words from another source very often bring it all back into focus for us.
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That’s the case for me this week.  Especially this one from Jonathan Martin: 
"But that's one way we can identify the devil's voice: It always plays to our fears.  It is the voice that tells us we must do something to prove who we are, to prove that we're worthy, to prove that we are who God has already declared us to be.  When we know we are loved by God, we don't have to prove anything to anyone.  There is nothing we can do to make ourselves more beloved than we are."
Jesus, rising up out of the waters of the Jordan, heard a voice calling him “Beloved,” and here, already in this story, another voice is trying to tell him that can’t be true – he can’t be enough – there must be something he needs to DO to make himself worthy.

And how many of us, hearing such words, would be able to resist them and continue to believe that God’s love is enough for all of us and that there is nothing we need do or be to “earn” that love?  How many of us have so deeply internalized the message that we can never be good enough, never really be loved by God, that we already believe the Tempter’s words, even without 40 days in the various wildernesses in which we live our lives?

Jesus believed the voice of God and the words that were said to him.  Were there actual words spoken in an actual voice or were the words found in Jesus’ own heart and mind?  Does it really matter?  Jesus heard them and believed them down to the core of his being.  He believed them … and because he believed them, he was able to recognize the lie behind all the Tempter’s words and reject them.  He didn’t need to test God to see if he would truly feed him and protect him and give him everything his heart desired.  He was already fed and protected and all that his heart desired was to serve God.  And he served God best by rejecting the Deceiver’s lies and accepting that he was, indeed, God’s own beloved.

As are we.

Can we reject the voices – those voices that so consistently play to our fears -- the fears that tell us we’ll never be good enough?  Can we accept God’s love for us even when – especially when we don’t understand at all just how God can possibly love us when we don’t even love ourselves?

Can we perhaps entertain the idea that we are wrong – that we’ve been wrong all along – and that maybe, just maybe, God – that unknowable, un-nameable, un-containable force of love and life and goodness – maybe God knows what God is doing?
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Can we perhaps allow that to be enough for us?
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