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SIGNS AND WONDERS

3/23/2014

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Acts 2:1-28

When the Feast of Pentecost came, they were all together in one place. Without warning there was a sound like a strong wind, gale force—no one could tell where it came from. It filled the whole building. Then, like a wildfire, the Holy Spirit spread through their ranks, and they started speaking in a number of different languages as the Spirit prompted them.

There were many Jews staying in Jerusalem just then, devout pilgrims from all over the world. When they heard the sound, they came on the run. Then when they heard, one after another, their own mother tongues being spoken, they were thunderstruck. They couldn’t for the life of them figure out what was going on, and kept saying, “Aren’t these all Galileans? How come we’re hearing them talk in our various mother tongues.....Their heads were spinning; they couldn’t make head or tail of any of it. They talked back and forth, confused: “What’s going on here?”

Others joked, “They’re drunk on cheap wine.”

That’s when Peter stood up and, backed by the other eleven, spoke out with bold urgency: “Fellow Jews, all of you who are visiting Jerusalem, listen carefully and get this story straight. These people aren’t drunk as some of you suspect. They haven’t had time to get drunk—it’s only nine o’clock in the morning. This is what the prophet Joel announced would happen:

“In the Last Days,” God says,
“I will pour out my Spirit
   on every kind of people:
Your sons will prophesy,
   also your daughters;
Your young men will see visions,
   your old men dream dreams.
When the time comes,
   I’ll pour out my Spirit
On those who serve me, men and women both,
   and they’ll prophesy.
I’ll set wonders in the sky above
   and signs on the earth below,
Blood and fire and billowing smoke,
   the sun turning black and the moon blood-red,
Before the Day of the Lord arrives,
   the Day tremendous and marvelous;
And whoever calls out for help
   to me, God, will be saved.”

“Fellow Israelites, listen carefully to these words: Jesus the Nazarene, a man thoroughly accredited by God to you—the miracles and wonders and signs that God did through him are common knowledge—this Jesus, following the deliberate and well-thought-out plan of God, was betrayed by men who took the law into their own hands, and was handed over to you. And you pinned him to a cross and killed him. But God untied the death ropes and raised him up. Death was no match for him. 
   [this is the third in a series of talks based on the hymn "Anthem," by Tom Conry]

It's a long reading today.  Go back through it and notice how often these two words -- Sign and Wonder -- appear.  Signs and wonders have always been part of any religious experience.  Anytime we discuss religion we will find those words – but what do they really mean?  Are they words we use so casually that they have lost their deep meaning?  “Signs and wonders” -- we tend to use them as one run-together phrase – “signs-n-wonders.”   But they are separate words and they have separate meanings and applications, so when we sing that “we are sign, we are wonder” what the heck are we claiming for ourselves?

There is a field of philosophy called Semiotics that deals with the area of Meaning-Making – how we make meaning of ourselves and everything around us.  It provides fairly specific definitions of our two words that I think are helpful.  We’ll take ‘wonder’ first - it’s the easiest.

Wonder:  A feeling of amazement, awe, or admiration, caused by something beautiful, remarkable, or unfamiliar.  When we see some things or hear some things  – a new-born child or Niagra Falls or a particularly spectacular sunset or a perfectly performed piece of music -- we feel something larger than we are – we respond to something beyond our ordinary power to put into words. That is wonder.  According to our song, we are called to be wonder – in fact we ARE wonder.  The thing about wonder is that sometimes it hits you right in the face and says, “here I am!” but often we have to take the time to truly look around us and notice things (and people) before we recognize wonder.

Sign: An object, quality, or event whose presence or occurrence indicates the presence or occurrence of something else.  Suddenly seeing daffodils blooming everywhere is a sign that spring is near.  Thunder is a sign that a storm is coming.  As we are concerned with sign today, what signs indicate that God is about the place?  In our reading, there were such things as wind and fire and the sudden speaking in other tongues.  In the quotation from Joel things like dreams and visions, and the moon turning the color of blood are clearly signs of something well beyond the normal purview of humankind.

Many signs, like these, are supernatural.  Many are “natural” – mountain tops, stars, ocean waves, things like this have long been seen as the homes of the gods -- somehow more sacred than other places.  Some of our signs, though, are of human construction.  An icon is one form of sign.  For example, a traditional icon in the Byzantine style.  People who aren’t from this tradition often mistakenly think people are praying to the icon, but that is not so.  By meditating on the icon, one is led through the icon to that greater reality which is the true focus of one's desire.  Anything can be this kind of sign if it has deep meaning for us – a candle flame, a scripture verse, a cross.  It is less the object itself than what happens through the object.

Ok – now this is the important part.  I said that a sign indicates something else.  It’s all about that word indicate.  When we listen carefully to the gospels we find that Jesus never says “look at me, worship me.”  Instead, the people looked at him because of the things he did and the life he led, and then he consistently pointed them toward his father in heaven.  Jesus lived his life as a sign of God’s love.  Jesus was /is an indicator. 

WE are called to be signs, indicators to the world that there is a something, a someone who calls us to that feeling of awe and wonder.  Some entity – we happen to call it “God” – before whom we stand or fall to our knees in awe and wonder.  An entity who we believe – beyond any rational reasoning – loves us beyond measure.

This is the heart of our message today.  WE ARE CALLED TO BE SIGNS.  We are called to live and be and do so that others seeing us, will see through US to the presence of God.  Not because we are so special – not because we do everything so wonderfully well – but somehow because the love we know from God can be found somewhere, somehow, within us -- through us.

We live everyday in the midst of signs and wonders.  I would like to suggest an exercise for you: stop awhile and write out a list of all the blessings, good things, hopes fulfilled, successes, good deeds done by you and – especially – the people who have loved you.  Include everything and everyone you can think of.  Take all week if you have to. Take the rest of your life.

What you have at the end of this exercise is a list of SIGNS – signs that God is in you and with you and all around you – signs that God loves you.  Believe it.  Memorize your list.  Repeat it to yourself often.  When you can see yourself in this list, you will see that YOU can be a sign to others – a sign of God’s love shining through you and all of us.

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TODAY AND TOMORROW

3/16/2014

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Matthew 6:34
“Give your entire attention to what God is doing right now, and don’t get worked up about what may or may not happen tomorrow. God will help you deal with whatever hard things come up when the time comes.


2 Peter 3:11-13
Since everything here today might well be gone tomorrow, do you see how essential it is to live a holy life?  Daily expect the Day of God, eager for its arrival. The galaxies will burn up and the elements melt down that day—but we’ll hardly notice.  We’ll be looking the other way, ready for the promised new heavens and the promised new earth, all landscaped with righteousness.


Anytime we get into thinking about Time it can broaden out until you become lost in the immensity of the subject – but our couplet for today is “we are promised to tomorrow, while we are for him today” – so we’ll try to keep it somewhere around there.

For centuries the church has focused on tomorrow - on that great day when the poor shall inherit the earth – or as one of the songs in the play “Finian’s Rainbow” puts it: on that great come-and-get-it day – when we’ll float on angel’s wings above those heavenly streets of gold.  In every place and time of deep punishing poverty – such as the Dark Ages in Europe, or today in those rural pockets of our South that seem always to be lacking even the basic necessities, or in the deep urban ghettos – you’ll always find the church preaching a gospel of “bear with it right now because your reward is coming in heaven.”  When people have nothing, the promise of something to come eventually can give them hope – which is a good thing.  It can also keep them patient with the current system, get them to accept their poverty now -- which is not a good thing.  And these promises have been used, by our culture and by the church – honestly to give hope, and dishonestly as crowd control.

But while Jesus does speak of the life to come, it is always to promise that he has it handled for us, so we don’t really have to worry about it.  “Do not be afraid, little flock, for it is your Father’s good pleasure to give you the kingdom.” (Luke 12:31).  What he does say quite clearly to us over and over is that we are called to here and now.  We may not fully experience the Kingdom of God as present today, but Jesus says it is – right here among us – here – today -- so we are to live “as if” we see it in all its glory and thereby live it into fruition.  If we take care of today, Jesus has the future all covered for us.

But today is the one part of time we seem to do our best to avoid.  We dream about the past – a glorious time when all was wonderful – and we expect either great things or total disaster of the future – based on our nature – and mostly we hardly notice today, even while we are living it, we’re so caught up in what was and what will be.  We live like Scarlett O’Hara:  “La ... I'll think about that tomorrow.  After all, tomorrow is another day.”  But it isn’t another day – it’s always just today.  That’s all we ever have – today.

How aware are we of today – of this moment, this instant in time?  For instance, how many of you have, just since church started here today, spent at least a minute or two thinking about what you have to do after you leave here this morning?  I'm as guilty as you of this one.  We can either miss the moment entirely because we are lost in a dream of yesterday or tomorrow – or – we can envision ourselves with endless tomorrows so why bother acting today?

Martin Luther King Jr. Used a phrase that has stuck in our collective consciousness -- it has been quoted over and over --  referring several times to “the fierce urgency of now.”  He was, of course, speaking specifically about desegregation at that time, but it is a concept that can be applied to any endeavor.  He used it in at least two famous speeches - the first was in the “I Have a Dream” speech, but he used it again at a speech given at the historic Riverside Church in NYC:

“We are now faced with the fact, my friends, that tomorrow is today. We are confronted with the fierce urgency of now. In this unfolding conundrum of life and history, there is such a thing as being too late. Procrastination is still the thief of time. Life often leaves us standing bare, naked and dejected with a lost opportunity. The tide in the affairs of men does not remain at flood — it ebbs.”


We truly do not have tomorrow - we only have today.

When Ronald Reagan was president, he was obsessed with a past that, as it turns out, never had really happened – but in this mythical past the budget was entirely balanced and everything was perfect.  In order to recreate this past glory, Reagan stripped funds from Social Security accounts to get his budget to balance – in effect he “borrowed from the future so he could live in the past.” All this unholy mess we’re having right now about SS-- is there enough?  will we run out? how will we pay the monies owed people who paid into this system all their lives? -- stems from Ronald Reagan’s fantasy and obsession with the past.

Imagine what our country could look like today if instead of looking backwards forty years ago we had actually seen the present moment we were in and had begun to deal with the inequalities of the day – with war and poverty and greed?  But it likewise does us no good to look back and assign blame because we could ask that same question about any moment today or yesterday.  We, too, are here, and now, and it is for us to look around us and see this moment and begin to deal with its needs – which are, oddly, the same needs – war and poverty and greed ..... and hopelessness and mental illness and on and on and on.

We are called, just as surely as were the people of Jesus’ day to live the reign of God – claiming for ourselves that we DO live surrounded by God’s good grace – and there IS enough to go around for everyone.

One of my favorite non-scriptural sayings is this:  “The true meaning of life is to plant trees, under whose shade you do not expect to sit.”  The seeds of love and hope that we plant today may not produce in our lifetimes – but they will bear fruit – they will in God's good time -- but only if we plant them first.

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CALLED AND CHOSEN

3/9/2014

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1 Peter 2:9-12
But you are the ones chosen by God, chosen for the high calling of priestly work, chosen to be a holy people, God’s instruments to do his work and speak out for him, to tell others of the night-and-day difference he made for you—from nothing to something, from rejected to accepted.
Friends, this world is not your home, so don’t make yourselves cozy in it. Don’t indulge your ego at the expense of your soul. Live an exemplary life among the natives so that your actions will refute their prejudices. Then they’ll be won over to God’s side and be with us to join in the celebration.
Recently I remembered a song from far back in my past, a hymn that came out of the liturgical renewal of the ‘70's - Anthem, by Tom Conry (© 1978, NALR). It is a song about those of us who call ourselves believers and features paired couplets: sower and seed, harvest and hunger, and so on, to describe our both/and role.

I’ve always liked this hymn and I’ve been thinking about it in terms of a Lenten meditation.  The first couplet is actually a triplet: We are called, we are chosen, we are Christ to one another.  

There are so many “callings” in scripture – and no two seem to be exactly the same.  Some are quite specific – being called to a particular action in a specific time and place, like the Old Testament prophets who were generally called to speak a specific word in a particular situation.  Others seem to be pretty general, such as Jesus’ invitations to the first disciples to simply “follow me.” Don’t ask where or why, just follow me.  So just what are we claiming when we proclaim “we are called”?

“Chosen” is no better, and frankly I have never really cared for “chosen” as it is used in scripture since too often it is blatantly exclusionary – “we are chosen” (and you are not.)

In conversation this week with my husband, he said something (or I heard it this way) that puts it like this: We are called by God, and we can choose to say “yes” to that call – and in that choosing, we are in turn “chosen” – not excluding others, but simply being included in the number of those who have heard and in some way answered “yes”.  I like that.  It sounds right to me.

So, to what are we called?  To what have we said “yes”?  Well, I – against all expectations – have been called to preach and teach. That is my formal calling as an ordained minister.  I’ve also been called – along with everyone else out there – to an long list of things such as patience and compassion and mercy and love.  Called to trust God and follow Jesus’s path to the best of my ability. Called to care about others as God cares about me.

The third part of this triplet is that we are called to be “Christ to one another.”   While it may prove darn hard to do, this one at least seemed easy enough to understand – at first.  My thinking here lead me to remember something else I’d read in recent months – that would be Rob Bell’s Love Wins, (© 2011) – in which he enumerates all the different “Jesuses” he has heard described by people who proclaim themselves “Christian.”  While he was looking for the merciful Jesus, what he too often heard from others was the condemning Jesus.   The choosing-a-few-and-letting-the-others-burn-in-hellfire Jesus.  The Jesus who, according to the placards, hates a good chunk of us.  The Jesus who is obsessed with counting our sins.  

I’m sure we can think of many others on our own -- some we've had presented to us as the real thing: The bloody, suffering Jesus still hanging on the cross. The Jesus who only loves whites, or straights, or Americans.  The Jesus who inspired the genocide of the Crusades, the Spanish Inquisition or the war in Serbia/Croatia in the 90's. 

Or maybe (I hope) the one we've met is the bread-for-the-hungry Jesus?  The come-to-me-all-who-are-weary Jesus?  The come-on-in-everyone-is-welcome-here Jesus?  If I am to be Christ for others, which Christ, which Jesus is it I hope to be?  I’m pretty sure I need to know before I set out to do anything.  As Rob Bell says somewhere in response to a person who told him they had rejected Jesus, “Some Jesuses should be rejected?”  I certainly want nothing to do with some I’ve heard preached in recent years. 

One thing I have always remembered about this hymn because it struck me as amusing and sad at the same time.  I was reading a magazine for church musicians and some self-important someone had written a review of the song. It was a scathing review, finding absolutely nothing worth liking about the piece – because the words talk about us instead of talking about God’s greatness – the composer violated this person’s idea of what a hymn must be and therefore was to be condemned to the outer darkness.  Now in my way of looking at it, God’s greatness, God’s goodness is the ground from which all else arises in this enterprise we call church.  I take that as entirely a given.  It is the response of the people that requires the struggle and the hard work and the teaching.  God knows who God is – we don’t need to tell him/her every moment.  It is humankind who still stumbles around in the dark a lot and needs every bit of encouragement and direction we can find.  I think a hymn which reminds us who we are striving to be is a perfectly reasonable thing.

The reviewer was so locked into defending, as he saw it, the glory of God – which was never under attack – that he missed all the goodness and hope and encouragement in this hymn.  We can learn from this and try to be careful that we are not so locked into one aspect of Christ that someone told us was important that we miss all the rest.



Somehow -- again, against all expectation -- we are called, we are chosen people -- we are struggling, together, to be Christ-like in a hurting and needy world -- all while knowing ourselves totally unworthy to be making such a claim. But God says "do it" and the best we can do is join hands and -- together -- put one foot in front of the other, trusting our great God to lead us.
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DOES SIZE REALLY MATTER?

3/2/2014

 
Romans 8:28 
We know that all things work together for good for those who love God, who are called according to his purpose. 
The question of church size has been much in my thoughts for the past few months, occasioned no doubt by our church's decision to sell our building and move to a new location.  While this decision was made in part because of changing ministry ideals, there's no point in being anything less than honest about the fact that it was largely driven by finances.  Our membership was dwindling -- going through one of the low ebb points that churches seem to hit periodically -- and we simply could no longer afford the upkeep on our aging building, however much we loved it. 
     Since moving we have been spending a lot of time on who we are called to be and what we are called to do in this world -- and part of that discussion involves the question of size:  What can we, as a small group of committed Christians, do?
     I recently wrote the following in an on-line chatroom for Disciples and UCC clergy:
Ministry Council mtg last night in Concord.  Driving to Concord after working all day is not my idea of fun, but I'm so glad I went.  Being in a room full of people who care passionately about what they're doing and the people they do it with is good for my soul.  We have big churches and tiny churches represented, seemingly healthy churches and struggling congregations.

One thought to come from last night's discussion is that we “off-the-center” types now out-number the traditional big-building, big-congregation, full-time staff churches -- by far!  We need to speak up and let each other know we exist.  We can be support and encouragement for each other, certainly, but there is more reason than that.

Small churches -- start-up churches and those declining in number -- are sometimes seen as "failures" when the truth can be that we are among the strongest, most vibrant congregations around.  We can be left thinking we are all alone in our struggle to vision or re-vision ourselves, but that -- it appears -- is in good part because we aren't speaking up and letting each other know we exist!  That is why the "Church-Off-the-Center" Mission cluster was created -- so we can share our stories and our creativity with each other.  Church is changing and we are the face of that change.  If we hide ourselves away we help perpetuate the idea that big church/full-time staff is the only norm.  That is a good image -- I've been part of big, full-of-life churches and it can be wonderful.  But it should not be our only image of church.  Speaking from my own experience right now with FCC Ukiah, I can say my congregation has never been more alive, more invested, more determined to find our place in the greater pattern of those who are actively building the reign of God, right now, right where we live.


It distresses me to think of the effects that our failure as a culture to embrace small as a viable option might have on future growth.  Start-up churches, especially, can succumb to the “we’re not making it as the ideal church” ideal and get discouraged, when they might flourish and grow if they gave up that “perfect” image and sought for the thing that is right for them – in their place and time.
     Older “declining” churches can give up and shut down because they aren’t fitting that old-paradigm image any more.  We HAVE TO release ourselves from that old, out-dated image of church as the ONLY way to be church.

     We discussed this in church last Sunday and I could see us all beginning to take hold of the idea that we are not a failure, but simply a new way of being church, with new possibilities we never saw before.  There is just no one ‘right’ way to be church anymore – and no wrong way either, as long as God is at the center of it.
     As my friend and fellow pastor Ben Zandstra contributed to the conversation that followed my original posting: ...Part of what keeps my hope alive during these tumultuous times is my conviction that all over the country & the world, there are small churches that make a huge difference in their communities--even if I never hear about them...

     Oh, Amen, Ben.  May God continue to bless all our efforts to be and act as the people of God, here and now -- however few or many we are.
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