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ALREADY, BUT NOT YET

5/28/2017

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John 17:1, 6-12
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Jesus looked up to heaven and said, “Father, the hour has come; glorify your Son so that the Son may glorify you.....

 “I have made your name known to those whom you gave me from the world. They were yours, and you gave them to me, and they have kept your word.  Now they know that everything you have given me is from you;  for the words that you gave to me I have given to them, and they have received them and know in truth that I came from you; and they have believed that you sent me.   I am asking on their behalf; I am not asking on behalf of the world, but on behalf of those whom you gave me, because they are yours.
All mine are yours, and yours are mine; and I have been glorified in them.  And now I am no longer in the world, but they are in the world, and I am coming to you.  Holy Father, protect them in your name that you have given me, so that they may be one, as we are one.

Today’s reading is another piece of that extremely long good-bye speech that the writer of John’s gospel has Jesus give at the Last Supper.  John’s gospel (and no, we don’t really know who this John is) was written about the year 90 CE, placing at least 60 years between the life of Jesus and the writing down of this gospel account. 

The writer, whoever he or she was, was unquestionably Jewish, but from somewhere in the Diaspora, and not among those Jews who lived  clustered about Jerusalem.  Perhaps because of this, this particular gospel, while the author is definitely knowledgeable in Jewish tradition, is also heavily influenced by Greek philosophy – particularly Platonism.  It is often more philosophical than evangelical.

One of the most important differences between this gospel and the three synoptics is that it is really less of a life of Christ than it is a state-of-the-church document.  That’s why we will find much more talking than action in this gospel.  This gospel tells us more about where the church of the diaspora was theologically at this time, than it does about who Jesus was and what all he did.

The language here, while poetic in its descriptions, often sounds stilted to our ears in the passages that are supposed to be conversational – and that is because the words the author places in Jesus’ mouth are awkward and unlikely in any normal conversation.  While they are purportedly spoken by Jesus, they often sound like Jesus talking about himself in the third person.  They tell us less what Jesus said, than what the church of that time and place believed about Jesus’ teachings – so that we often feel an odd temporal displacement when reading John’s gospel – a question as to whether we are talking about then or now.
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Because I don’t pass out a bulletin here you don’t ever see the titles of my messages – but I still title them for my own clarification.  The title of this one  is “Already, but Not Yet,” a line which I took from Dianne Bergant, a prominent Catholic bible scholar and writer.  I think that simple phrase perfectly encapsulates the writings found in John’s gospel.  They are written for all of us, at all times – not just then, and not just now -- and that’s good for us to know because what Jesus is quoted as saying here is very good news.
They were yours, and you gave them to me, and they have kept your word.  Now they know that everything you have given me is from you;  for the words that you gave to me I have given to them, and they have received them and know in truth that I came from you; and they have believed that you sent me.
These are declarative sentences – nothing wishy-washy about them – this is how it is -- and they are about us, today, as much as about those who might have been present that night.  That already, but not yet quality reaches out to include those of us sitting here today.  The writer has Jesus speaking as if all these things have come perfectly to pass:  All mine are yours, and yours are mine; and I have been glorified in them. 

I have been glorified.  Jesus speaks of an accomplished fact – done and over.  Now, we look around us and see such pain and disarray and know perfectly well that God’s reign is not completely present here on earth, not yet.  We look at ourselves and see quite clearly (at least most of us do) that we are far from the perfected beings that we were created to be.  And yet, in this prayer, this conversation between Jesus and God, Jesus is presenting us to ourselves as the perfected beings that God sees when God looks at us.

We were God’s from the beginning, this tells us.  God gave us to Jesus to care for and to teach for a while, and then Jesus gave us back – each loving us from the very first moment.

This is what a life in Christ truly looks like – this is who we are.  Living in that already, but not yet that Jesus shows us in this prayer.  Elsewhere in the gospels we are told by Jesus that the reign of God is right here, right now, among us today .....  We look around and we don’t see it – not yet – but still we are called to live there, not someday, but right now --  to claim it as already so because God sees us already there.
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We look around us and call this reality.  God looks at us and sees a different reality.  Which reality do we claim for ourselves and for this world we live in?  Only those of us who are a little crazy in faith can live – for now – with a foot in each camp; claiming the perfect reality of already, while working to heal the obvious brokenness of the not yet.
 
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ADVOCATE AND FRIEND

5/21/2017

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John 14:15-21

“If you love me, show it by doing what I’ve told you.  I will talk to the Father, and he’ll provide you another Friend so that you will always have someone with you.  This Friend is the Spirit of Truth.  The godless world can’t take him in because it doesn’t have eyes to see him, doesn’t know what to look for.  But you know him already because he has been staying with you, and will even be in you!

“I will not leave you orphaned.  I’m coming back. In just a little while the world will no longer see me, but you’re going to see me because I am alive and you’re about to come alive.  At that moment you will know absolutely that I’m in my Father, and you’re in me, and I’m in you.
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“The person who knows my commandments and keeps them, that’s who loves me.  And the person who loves me will be loved by my Father, and I will love him and make myself plain to him.”

In the synoptic gospels – Matthew, Mark and Luke – the story of Jesus’ last meal with his disciples is told dramatically and in a fairly tidy manner.  These three versions of the Last Supper focus primarily on the meal itself – the words of institution, the pouring of the cup and the breaking of the bread.

John’s gospel account of this event is entirely different.  In fact, the bread and cup do not even appear in this gospel.  Instead, what we get here is a very extended teaching opportunity for Jesus.  In the synoptics, the Last Supper accounts run between one-half and one chapter.  In John’s version it goes on for five or six chapters – with very little action and a whole lot of words.

Knowing he will be “leaving” them soon, in the physical sense, Jesus appears to be trying to get them to understand what is coming – the suffering and separation that is ahead.  This is a long, extended “good-bye” speech.  Our reading for today comes from this protracted attempt to reach his listeners one last time.

Jesus clearly does recognize that he can’t possibly teach them everything they need to know in the short time left to him, and so he promises to send someone who will continue the job.  This someone is the Holy Spirit.

If we look to scripture to tell us who this Spirit is I can almost guarantee we will end up more confused than when we began.  The Holy Spirit is without question the most ambiguous figure in the Bible. Libraries could be – and are -- filled with the works of those who have tried to pin-down and define the Holy Spirit.  If you read through much of what has been written it becomes clear that the Holy Spirit is all things to all people.  While this may be entirely accurate It is not terribly helpful.

The very first verse of our bible reads thusly:
God created the Heavens and Earth—all you see, all you don’t see. Earth was a soup of nothingness, a bottomless emptiness, an inky blackness. God’s Spirit brooded like a bird above the watery abyss.
Before there was anything, there was Spirit.

Elsewhere in the Old Testament Spirit is Sophia – Wisdom.  And Ruach, the breath that brings life.  Throughout the Old Testament, the Spirit “comes upon” people and inspires them to speak or act with God’s leading.

When we come to the New Testament, the Holy Spirit is called by many names:  Counselor, Comforter, Teacher, Guide, Paraclete, and Advocate, among others.  Paraclete is the Greek word used in the NT writings.  One writer I found in my research this week suggests that its closest translation into English would be “one who spurs us onward” or “cheerleader (rah-rah).”  The prefix, para-, means beside, so we can understand this word as one who is beside us to encourage us on.

This last word in my list – Advocate – has a legal meaning as one who stands with and speaks on behalf of the plaintiff.  The Holy Spirit speaks on behalf of those who are voiceless and powerless.  (The word advocate being abrogado in Spanish, which sounds like avocado to me, always leaves me with an unfortunate image association that has me thinking of the Spirit as a green, egg-shaped entity.  Now I’ve shared it with you so you can have the same problem...you’re welcome.)

I like this translation we used today, from The Message, very much, because it adds a new word into the mix – Friend.  An advocate is a strong and powerful thing to have on your side, but one can be an advocate without any emotional attachment to the ones being advocated for.  I can be an advocate for the poor without really knowing any of the poor personally, but simply because I have a strong social justice urging (from the Spirit?) to do the right thing.

A friend on the other hand, knows me, and cares about me – not in the abstract, but personally.  A friend will counsel and comfort and teach and guide and advocate for me, it seems to me, with a more than abstract  passion – out of friendship, out of love.  So we have a definition now that says the Holy Spirit is one who is always beside us, with us, to encourage us onward, for friendship’s sake, for love of us. 

And the love part, for me, is an integral piece of the working of the Holy Spirit in my world.  I know God because the Spirit in me is God.  I know love because the Spirit in me loves.  Loves me and love everyone and everything.
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If I know how to love any of God’s creation it is because of this Spirit – this gift of Jesus, given to be with us as he was leaving this physical life among us – this Spirit dwells in within me.  I do not love because I am such a caring, compassionate person on my own.  Most of us, if we are honest, are often as selfish as the next guy.  In Thomas Merton’s words:

It is by the Holy Spirit that we love those who are united to us in Christ.  The more plentifully we have received of the Spirit of Christ, the more perfectly we are able to love them: and the more we love them the more we receive the Spirit.  It is clear, however, that since we love them by the Spirit Who is given to us by Jesus, it is Jesus Himself Who loves them in us.
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LOVING GOD

5/14/2017

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Matthew 22:35-39

The Pharisees posed a question they hoped would show Jesus up: “Teacher, which command in God’s Law is the most important?”

Jesus said, “‘Love the Lord your God with all your passion and prayer and intelligence.’ This is the most important, the first on any list. But there is a second to set alongside it: ‘Love others as well as you love yourself’.”
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“You can’t claim to love God if you hate your neighbor, says the first letter of John; love of God is proved in love of neighbor.”  This is the opening line from someone else’s sermon.

There are several spiritual writers and teachers I follow and read on a semi-regular basis for my own spiritual guidance – and, at times, my sanity.  This week I was catching up with Mary Luti, one of my favorites, and skimming through some of her older writing.  She is the one who wrote the sentence I began with here:  You can’t claim to love God if you hate your neighbor ...love of God is proved in love of neighbor.

She went on to say that, while this is undoubtedly a true statement, it is not an exhaustive one.  We do indeed love God when loving our neighbor – but is that all there is to loving God?  Luti then recounted a story about sitting in a church pew listening to one more social justice sermon about loving-God-through-loving-our-neighbor, when her pew-mate, who she described as, “this faithful old layman,” leaned in her direction and said, “You know, Mary, I think I know by now what God wants me to do. What I’d really like is to know is who is the God who wants me to do it?”

This is the sentence that has had me thinking all week – in part because of the book I am currently reading and in part because of a conversation with a friend.  The book I’m reading is Grounded, by Diana Butler Bass.  The subtitle of this book is Finding God in the World: A Spiritual Revolution.  If you should ever be interested in a well-written, accessible book on spirituality, I recommend this one.

She begins by recounting – very briefly – some historical theology – where the Church at large has stood for centuries on the question of Who is God?  
"Not so long ago, believers confidently asserted that God inhabited heaven, a distant place of eternal reward for the faithful. We occupied a three-tiered universe, with heaven above, where God lived; the world below, where we lived; and the underworld, where we feared we might go after death. The church mediated the space between heaven and earth, acting as a kind of holy elevator, wherein God sent down divine directions and, if we obeyed the directives, we would go up—eventually—to live in heaven forever and avoid the terrors below. Stories and sermons taught us that God occupied the high places, looking over the world and caring for it from afar, occasionally interrupting the course of human affairs with some miraculous reminder of divine power.”
Many of us today still unconsciously use this language to describe our relationship with God – mostly because we’ve heard it all our lives and it sort of comes naturally – but I don’t believe most of us actually believe in that God who sits out there at a distance and watches us from afar – at least those of us who are not biblical-literalists.   

Instead, we have come to absorb and internalize an incarnational theology.  God is no longer a God at some far remove but, instead, is a God in relationship with us.  The God we serve and love is not a God ‘out there,’ but a God who is “in place” right here among us, all around us, with us, even in us.  Again, in Butler-Bass’ words -- "God with us, God in the stars and sunrise, God as the face of [our] neighbor, God in the act of justice, God as the wonder of love." 

This is a God who is in love with us and with this earth.  Humankind is created – not from some angelic stardust but from the very soil we walk on – dirt – this earth.  This is a God-Creator so enamored of this physical creation that God just can’t stop creating.  We know from modern astronomy that in reality we are a very small, seemingly insignificant dot in the middle of the immensity of all that is and yet – just to give an over the top example -- this single tiny planet is home to 250,000 different species of plants.  And if we want really over the top, our earth is also home to 350,000 different species of beetle – yes, beetles!  350,000 different kinds of them!

Why?  Because this is a God who can’t seem to bear to not be part and parcel of God’s creation.  Ours is a Creator-God who simply must create.  Not a God of wars and punishments, but a God of extravagant life.  How can you not love this God?

The conversation I mentioned earlier was with a friend who needed some advice – or maybe just a listening ear -- as she voiced her very real concerns about a loved one.  The conversation wandered through several subjects as conversations are wont to do, and at one point, she asked, “Why does God only step in and show himself once in a while?”

My response was, “Why do fish not seem to recognize water?”  My point being that I believe we live within God just as fish live within water.  It isn’t that God only “shows up” on sporadic occasions but that we only rarely stop and look around us and recognize that God is and always has been with us, in us, all around us – constantly -- when we are in a ‘noticing’ mood, for sure, but, also when we are being oblivious.  God is right here, loving us, guiding us, teaching us – doing God’s best to get through to us – even when we are completely caught up in our own lives and not paying any attention at all to God-with-us.
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This God is very easy to love.  I serve this God because I love this God.  How can we not love a God who loves us so prodigally?  The world is a busy, sometimes chaotic place and it’s easy to get lost in it and forget to pay attention – but, I’m trying.  I recommend you try, too.  Pay more attention to God-in-the-trees and God-in-the laughter-of-children, God-in-the-scent-of-roses and, yes, God-in-your-neighbor.

Life is easier to navigate when I remember how much I am loved – at every moment.  It becomes easier, not just to love God, but to love the God who is in everyone I meet along the way – even, I have to keep reminding myself – in the people I disagree with the most.  That one’s not easy.  It can be really hard, but with God’s help, I can learn to do better.  I’ll keep trying. I’ll do it for love of God.
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SHARING ALL THINGS TOGETHER

5/7/2017

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Acts 2:42-47

They devoted themselves to the apostles' teaching and fellowship, to the breaking of bread and the prayers. Awe came upon everyone, because many wonders and signs were being done by the apostles. All who believed were together and had all things in common; they would sell their possessions and goods and distribute the proceeds to all, as any had need. Day by day, as they spent much time together in the temple, they broke bread at home and ate their food with glad and generous hearts, praising God and having the goodwill of all the people. And day by day the Lord added to their number those who were being saved.

 
This past week has been a rough one.  The passing of the revised so-called “Healthcare Plan” has been hard on the soul.  I don’t believe it will ultimately pass the senate in its current form, but even modified, it will most likely be a disaster for so very, very many people.  Real live people are going to be so hurt by it.

And the gloating faces and the celebrations of those who pushed this heartless bill through have been the hardest thing to bear.  My heart and my soul recoil from accepting that there can possibly be so many heartless people – people who so clearly value dollars and power over fellow humans -- people who seem to have no care about others at all.  Evil is at work among us and we cannot just “pooh-pooh” that idea because it makes us uncomfortable.  Some things truly are evil.

I tried praying about it all, I really did.  I tried praying for those politicians in their awfulness – but my prayers kept coming out sounding more like calling down curses on them than prayers for the healing of their brokenness, and I'm pretty sure that's not where God wanted me to go.  So I just gave up for a while.  I stopped talking to anyone about it – including God, by the way.  I took the day off from being part of any greater community.

I needed to step away from the news and the chatter and give God time to remind me that the road is often rough, but that charity and grace and basic goodness will always – eventually – prevail.  The road may be, not only rough, but ugly -- but in the end God's love will win – eventually.  I was allowed my brief rest from responsibility and then it was time to get back up and into the world again.

And while all this was going on, I was preparing for this week’s message – and, yes – the irony is thick here.  I was working with this week’s story of how the earliest Jesus-followers came together; how they met together and shared life together – held all things in common – all with glad and generous hearts -- all while our current story of selfishness and exclusion was playing out all around us.  The scripture sounds so lovely – with all that sharing, while we today appear to be growing more and more crass and greedy.  Yes, the scripture sounds lovely -- and I’m certain that in many ways, it was this lovely. 


But even then, people were a mixed lot, just as we are today.  We’re going to be shifting into Summer Sermon Series time shortly and so we won’t be following the lectionary and we’ll be getting some of the early church stories that would normally show up in the coming weeks a little later as we read through Paul’s letters, so it might help us to be reminded today that in those first weeks and months and years the new communities had their share of cheating and more than their share of greed. Remember Ananias and Sapphira, who publicly claimed to share their wealth with the community but in reality kept half of it back for themselves – and then lied about it?  It didn’t go well for them. 

And there were the trouble-makers who kept insisting that everyone had to convert to Judaism – be circumcised - in order to be a Christian.  The folks who followed along behind Paul and countermanded everything he had taught the new churches.  And generally just a lot of folks who wanted to be boss and were willing to do terrible things in pursuit of what they wanted – and, quite literally – to hell with anyone who disagreed with them.

It was no more all sunshine and light 2000 years ago than it is today.  But Christianity hung in there and is still going strong -- different, maybe, but still strong.  Even though Jesus' message is so often warped and distorted as it is today by those who shout "Jesus" the loudest. 

Jesus’ message of hope and grace is still being preached, and his followers do still gather in communities all over the world.  And we do still struggle to get it right because there
still are false teachers and there still are plenty of folks hiding their selfishness behind the guise of pious Christianity.  And there still are plenty of us who search our own souls and continue to speak out and serve Christ as best we can, even when the rest of the world seems frighteningly against all we believe in.

Those earliest faithful Jesus-followers could stand in the face of the opposition all around them because they devoted much time, as the reading tells us.  They didn’t just plug in for an hour a week – they worked together and prayed together, whether they were physically in one place or not.  And they stood firm in prayer – praying together always strengthens the unity of any community – it may be the most important thing we do – to pray with and for each other.  The early ones did it and because they did they were able to stand strong in the face of brutal adversity.  And, as they held firm they saw wonders around them – in themselves and in their fellow Christians and even in strangers who came in contact with them.

They continued doing the right things – the things Jesus himself, or the first apostles teaching in his name, had shown them they should do:  feeding the hungry, welcoming the stranger, clothing the cold and weary -- sharing.  And they continued in their faith and their commitment because the teachings of Jesus – the life of Jesus had been presented to them with such love and such compassion that their own hearts were filled with love in return and a sense of overwhelming awe that the Creator of all things actually cared about them.  They mattered.

I believe that when we discover that we matter, it becomes so much easier for us to believe that others matter, as well.  And when we all start to matter to each other, we become the beautiful community -- the body of Christ – here and now – and always.  It’s hard work sometimes – really hard work, but we are not in it alone.  Paul tells us – and I believe it – that the one who began a good work among us will bring it to completion. 

So, let us stand together, supporting each other in the face of adversity, and breaking bread together, as the reading tells us,
with glad and generous hearts, praising God.

​Thanks be to God.

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