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WHEN LEADERS SERVE THEMSELVES

3/30/2025

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1st Samuel 1:1, 10-16
Elkanah son of Jeroham, had two wives;  Peninnah had children, but Hannah had none because the Lord had closed her womb. Once when they had gone to the house of the Lord to offer sacrifice, Hannah prayed to the Lord, weeping bitterly.  And she made a vow, saying, “Lord Almighty, if you will only look on your servant’s misery and remember me, and not forget your servant but give her a son, then I will give him to the Lord for all the days of his life, and no razor will ever be used on his head.”
As she kept on praying to the Lord, the High Priest Eli observed her mouth.  Hannah was praying in her heart, and her lips were moving but her voice was not heard.  Eli thought she was drunk and said to her, “How long are you going to stay drunk?  Put away your wine.”
“Not so, my lord,” Hannah replied, “I am a woman who is deeply troubled. I have not been drinking wine or beer; I was pouring out my soul to the Lord.  Do not take your servant for a wicked woman; I have been praying here out of my great anguish and grief.”

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As we’re doing with all the Sundays in this Lenten Season, this reading is the scripture that links with today’s reflection for the 4th Sunday in Lent, found in our daily reading booklet, Into the Deep, from the God is Still Speaking devotional.  This reflection was written by Kaji Dousa, Senior Minister at The Park Avenue Christian Church in New York City. 

Here, she takes one small but important fragment of the larger story of Hannah and Eli – part of the background for the life story of Samuel, who would himself become High Priest after Eli and the most important of the Judges to rule the land called Canaan, which would later become Israel.

Elkanah, a good and righteous man, had a dearly loved wife, Hannah, who unfortunately was barren.  He had then taken a second wife, Penninah, who bore him the “necessary” children, but he still loved Hannah and cherished her.  Unfortunately, the lot of barren women in the Old Testament was not a kind one.  A man must have children – to work for him and to carry his name forward and most importantly, to speak his name into future generations that he might not be forgotten, so the women, of course, were blamed and mocked and humiliated, and the more fortunate, child-bearing wives made life unkind for the childless women.

The present might not have been all rainbows and butterflies for barren women but (unknown to them at the time) their future was much brighter.  A miracle child born to a barren woman in the Old Testament was always destined to be someone very important:  Isaac, Jacob, Joseph (Jacob’s son), Samson, and Samuel were each examples of sons born to a previously barren woman who was redeemed by their birth.  Samuel is the one today’s particular storyline leads to even though he never enters this bit of the story and, in fact, wasn’t even born yet.

Rev. Dousa takes a different direction with her story of Hannah and the High Priest Eli.  And it all hinges on Eli’s judgmental responses to Hannah’s prayer.
  • Eli was highly respected at this time and was used to people hanging on his every pronouncement.  He apparently felt he was entitled to judge Hannah simply because she was a woman doing something differently than the way he did it.
  • “Hannah’s dreams were shattered.  She’d had expectations for how her life would go . . .  and it wasn’t.  She was going through it, so she took up her courage and headed into that sanctuary to lay it all at the altar—speaking to God from her heart but without speaking aloud--but the guy in charge, Eli, made fun of her.  Called her out for being drunk.  Made sure she heard how her prayers were wrong.  He publicly humiliated her.
  • “Understand, any failure here wasn’t Hannah’s, but Eli’s.  He just couldn’t, or wouldn’t grasp her language of prayer or her situation.
  • “There are a lot of reasons people step away from houses of worship.  Authoritative leaders who think everyone needs to follow them are one of the biggest problems.
  • “What I want you to know is that when God had to choose between the religious authority’s response and the person praying, God didn’t choose the structure.  God chose the person.  God chose Hannah.  God’s not ever going to choose the religious institution, ever, over you.
  • “But that doesn’t mean giving up on church.  Church is a collection of humans, a gathering of imperfect people.  The church’s job is to approach our call to serve with humility, never making the Eli mistake of expecting the church’s way to always be your way.”
And yes, Eli got the message.  After Hannah defended her murmuring as grief and despair, Eli backed down—apologized, and gave Hannah his blessing.  God’s blessing she already had.  She always had it.

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GOD'S KIND OF SOIL

3/23/2025

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Luke 13:6-9
Jesus told this parable: “A man had a fig tree growing in his vineyard, and he went to look for fruit on it but did not find any.   So he said to the man who took care of the vineyard, ‘For three years now I’ve been coming to look for fruit on this fig tree and haven’t found any.  Cut it down!  Why should it use up the soil?’”

“‘Sir,’ the man replied, ‘Leave it alone for one more year, and I’ll dig around it and fertilize it.  If it bears fruit next year, fine! If not, then cut it down.’”

This is the scripture that links with today’s reflection for this third Sunday in Lent, taken from our daily reading booklet, Into the Deep, from the God is Still Speaking devotional.  Today’s reflection was written by Quinn Caldwell, a UCC pastor who is   Chaplain of the Protestant Cooperative Ministry at Cornell University.  The scripture citation he chose for us is the one we opened with just now.

We’re going to read some of his thoughts on the meaning of these verses, then we’ll talk a bit about what these thoughts and verses might mean to us.  “’Everything I have, I earned.  Everything I’ve achieved is down to my hard work and nobody else’s.  If you’ve failed, it’s because you’re a failure.  You didn’t grind hard enough; spent too much on lattes.’”

“That’s some people’s line anyway.  It’s nice for them because it absolves them of a lot of responsibility—the responsibility to thank or acknowledge the world for the aid, the privilege, and the boost they have received.  Not to mention the responsibility to aid, privilege, and boost others.”

Jesus refers to this kind of reasoning as “nonsense”—this whole “I did it all myself” stuff, and to make his position relatable he introduces us to two characters who illustrate his point.  The first is the vineyard owner–a real ‘up by his own bootstraps’ kind of guy. 

Somewhere in his wisdom this man has decided that a fig tree requires a maximum of three years to root and grow and settle into the business of producing figs.  This tree has not done this so he orders the vineyard worker—the second new character—to get rid of it.  Dig it up, chop it down.  It’s just using space in his orchard and not giving anything back for it.  Toss it out and replace it with a tree that will do what he wants.

But the vineyard worker—the one who actually works at tending the trees—answered him, “Sir, give it one more year.  Let me give it my personal attention for that year.  It could be that the soil in this one spot is just not rich enough for this tree’s roots.  I’ll dig around it to loosen the soil and fertilize it well.  Let’s see what happens with new soil.”  Or, as Caldwell puts it in the closing line to his reflection here:  God, the arborist says, ‘Not till we see how it does in my kind of soil.’

The vineyard worker knows that not all trees have the same needs and not all soil is equal--just as we know that all people are not born with equal abilities or blessings of support and opportunity. 

Each Sunday as I drive, first north, then south again between home and church, I drive past acres of vineyards, all laid out in their neat lines.  It’s a strip of land rich in multiple varietals of grapes and sometimes it seems to a non-grower like me that they are constantly ripping out whole plots to plant something new.  Each time—around the 2nd or 3rd year—I can see blank spots in the areas where the planting covers hillsides as well as the flatlands.  Those blank spots are where the new planting just didn’t thrive due to a low spot where the water collects or a slope that doesn’t get quite as much sun as the rest of the plot. It's the same grape from the same lot, given the same care, but its life is not the same.

In the same way, people can be born in similar locations but experience very different lives with very different results.  Have you ever heard the old saying “Judge a fish by its ability to climb a tree and it will live its life believing it is stupid”?  How about we refrain from judging … period.  We don’t truly know anyone else’s story—their circumstances.  Let’s help out and lift up and boost other’s chances—all without judging, just lifting up--  all while respecting each person's humanity.  It shouldn't be all that hard to do.

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CATCH ME IF YOU WILL

3/9/2025

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Luke 4:9-12
The devil brought Jesus into Jerusalem and stood him at the highest point of the temple.  He said to him, “Since you are God’s Son, throw yourself down from here; for it is written: ‘He will command his angels concerning you, to protect you’ and ‘they will take you up in their hands…’”
Jesus answered, “It has also been said, ‘Do not test the Lord your God.’”
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This is the scripture that links with today’s reflection for this first Sunday in Lent, taken from our daily reading booklet, Into the Deep, from the God is Still Speaking devotional.  Today’s reflection was written by Chris Mereschuk, a UCC pastor and consultant in church vitality.  We’re going to read some of his thoughts on the meaning of these verses, then we’ll read a bit of reflection from someone else, and then, at our in-person church, we’ll talk a bit about what these thoughts and verses might mean to us.  This will be our basic pattern for the Sundays through Lent. 

Here is the beginning of Mereschuk’s meditation:
  • About 40 days from now in the Garden of Gethsemane, Jesus will beg God to spare him from death.  God will be silent.  Suffering on the cross the next day, Jesus will cry out in anguished abandonment.  No angels will be commanded.
  • What if Jesus knew from the start that’s how it would go, and that’s why he didn’t leap?  Didn’t test God, not from obedient faith, but because of deep doubt that God would send angels to catch him?  It’s painful—almost blasphemous, heretical—to think about.  But maybe slightly relatable?  (end quote)
Our faith wants to tell us that Jesus was simultaneously fully human and fully divine.  But those are two truths that are hard to balance in one faith.  Those of us who are believers, I suspect, do believe that God will indeed catch us when we are falling—perhaps not in this life—at this moment—in every instance—but in the end God will catch us and hold us in loving care.

But the question is not always, “Will God catch me?”  There is also the more present question, “Will we catch others at those times when they are falling down?

There was a piece posted on Facebook last week.  A friend had reposted it but it was unclear who had been the original poster.

Anyway…there were two people involved here—one, to whom the initiating event had happened, and a second, who spoke about how the first person’s involvement affected them.  I’m trying not to be too specific because I don’t want to get tangled up in the politics of the story, even though politics is what initiated the story.  You’ll probably figure it out anyway – it’s fairly obvious.

So – one person—the storyteller’s next-door neighbor-- was a hard-core fan of a powerful political person – signs all over their yard, and flags, and very vocal about their support.  But recently this same person was dropped-kicked out of their long-time job – with no warning--by the orders of the one they had supported for so long. They were in shock and mourning that this could have happened to them. 

The storyteller had several friends (not the political person’s fans) who had also had their jobs cancelled and their lives turned upside down, so they were finding it difficult to scratch up any sympathy for the erstwhile fan who they felt had “brought it on themself.”  (This would all be so much easier if I didn’t have to  tip-toe around the politics!)

What does the Christian believer do in this situation?  Jesus makes our expected response painfully clear several times in the bible:
  • You have heard that it was said, ‘Love your neighbor and hate your enemy.’  But I tell you, love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you, that you may be children of your Father in heaven.   (Matt. 5:43-45)
 
  • But to you who are listening I say: Love your enemies, do good to those who hate you, bless those who curse you, pray for those who mistreat you.  (Luke 6:27-28)
 
We ask God to catch us when we are falling, but God doesn’t always do all the catching by God’s self.  Sometimes other people are assigned the task of doing the catching.  Sometimes we are given the job of catching someone else when they are falling.  Even when we might just enjoy watch them fall because “they deserve it!”

We don’t have to act as if what they did was OK.  We just need to do something to catch them when they are falling.  Some bit of humanity that says “Yeah, we’ve all been known to screw up once in a while.”  We don’t have to like them for it – that’s God’s part of the deal. The right or wrong of their actions is not up to you or me – only God-- and God wants all of us to be caught.  And God wants them to be caught so they can be healed, just as any one of us was at some time in our lives caught and allowed time to learn to be better.

As our opening reading puts it, sometimes we, like Jesus, can find ourselves on that high place, teetering on the edge.  We can choose the soul-death of hanging on to our fear or hatred or we can choose the life giving Kin-dom that is God’s gift for us when we allow ourselves to choose love, and our role in sharing it with others.

As I hope always to be caught when I’m falling, so I choose to play any part that God assigns me in helping to catch others.  There is more than enough love to go around.  There's no need to be stingy with it.
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A BRIEF NOTE ON ASH WEDNESDAY FROM PASTOR CHERIE

3/5/2025

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ASH WEDNESDAY

Today is Ash Wednesday, the beginning of Lent and the first step on the path to Easter.  The forty days from today to Easter (Sundays aren’t counted) mirror the forty days that scripture tells us Jesus spent in the wilderness, hungry and alone and harassed with temptations.

In earlier centuries we were expected to suffer in some way to join ourselves to the Jesus who suffered for us.  It is still seen as a reminder of our mortality, “You are dust and to dust you shall return,” but in recent decades it is presented more often as a chance to attempt to better ourselves – to replace our pettiness, selfishness, anger and lack of compassion with goodness, with hope, with caring for each other. 

Rather than giving up chocolate bars or steaks or alcohol for the forty days, how about if we look for ways to reach out and help others:  donate to a local food bank; or an animal shelter; support your locals schools; smile at that grumpy person you always seem to run into at the bank (even when you’d prefer to growl back at them); say “thank you, have a good day” and mean it to the server who hands you your drive-up take-out order; give your older neighbor a ride to the grocery store – and home again; donate your time to any of the dozens of organizations trying to make your area a better place to be…..Kindness matters!

I could go on all day, but you get the picture, I hope.  Instead of giving up things that don’t really matter, give yourself away.  The world will be blessed by your caring…..and so will you.

HAPPY GIVING!

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"THE GLORY SHINING ROUND US"

3/2/2025

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Exodus 9:29-35

Moses came down from Mount Sinai with the two tablets of the covenant in his hands, but Moses did not know that the skin of his face shone because he had been talking with God.

When Aaron and all the Israelites saw Moses, the skin of his face was shining, and they were afraid to come near him. But Moses called to them, and Aaron and all the leaders of the congregation returned to him, and Moses spoke with them.

Afterward all the Israelites came near, and he gave them in commandment all that the LORD had spoken with him on Mount Sinai.  When Moses had finished speaking with them, he put a veil on his face, but whenever Moses went in before the LORD to speak with him, he would take the veil off, until he came out; and when he came out, and told the Israelites what he had been commanded, then the Israelites would see the face of Moses, that the skin of his face was shining, and Moses would put the veil on his face again until he went in to speak with him.
 
Luke 9:28-36

Jesus took Peter, John and James with him and went up onto a mountain to pray.  As he was praying, the appearance of his face changed, and his clothes became as bright as a flash of lightning. Two men, Moses and Elijah, appeared in glorious splendor, talking with Jesus.  They spoke about his departure, which he was about to bring to fulfillment at Jerusalem.  Peter and his companions were very sleepy, but when they became fully awake, they saw his glory and the two men standing with him. … While he was speaking, a cloud appeared and covered them, and they were afraid as they entered the cloud.   

A voice came from the cloud, saying, “This is my Son, whom I have chosen; listen to him.”  When the voice had spoken, they found that Jesus was alone. The disciples kept this to themselves and did not tell anyone at that time what they had seen.


Today is Transfiguration Sunday -- that Sunday that falls between Epiphany and Lent.  Epiphany ended last Sunday and this coming Wednesday is Ash Wednesday and the beginning of Lent and our journey to Easter. 

Today’s story requires two readings to fully understand what is going on here – two readings that fall about as far apart from each other as we can get in scripture.  The first reading came from the Old Testament book of Exodus while the second comes from Luke’s Gospel in the New Testament.  They may be separated by a large chunk of time, but we, today, need that first reading to fully understand the second which is the story we really want to look into today.

The important point from Exodus is that when Moses came down from Sinai, “the skin of his face shone because he had been talking with God.”

Now, Peter, James and John would have known this story from their scriptures and would therefore have entirely understood the reference being made when Jesus later stood before the three with his face and clothes shining. They would have recognized that what had just happened was not some random event but the sign that Jesus had stood in the very presence of God, just as Moses had done long ago.

We, for convenience’ sake, divide scripture into the Old Testament and the New, but it is truly all one story – an old, old story begun in the Hebrew Scriptures – and told down through the centuries into the New Testament where it’s promises come to pass in Jesus.

Peter, John, and James, that day, saw what had always been there to be seen by those with eyes to see.  But we humans tend to see what we expect to see and nothing more.  It takes something truly out of the ordinary to jolt us past our expectations so that we actually see the deep reality around us. 

Because they had been so recently stunned by what they had seen, the chances are good that the disciples would even have heard the voice of God when it spoke to them, before “common sense” had its chance to rear its head and convince them they couldn’t possibly have seen what they thought they saw or heard what they thought they heard.

The truth is that the three disciples that day saw the “real” Jesus – the shining, son of God, Chosen One – but they also saw the Jesus they knew – the one they had traveled the territory with, shared meals with, and so often witnessed healing the sick and the broken.  They saw both and they understood that they truly are one and the same Jesus. 

The glory of God is all around us all the time but it is hard to see because our minds are so trained to refuse what “isn’t normal,” what isn’t “natural” or “reasonable.”  Maybe it’s not what we expect to see -- so we don’t.  That’s why eye-witness accounts can sometimes be so very unreliable.

But in God’s world, once in a while something will be so real that it breaks through our mind’s defenses and we know that we have seen what we have seen.  We know that we have somehow seen the Holy – a shiny reality more real than anything else we’ve ever seen.

I’ve had such moments.  I expect we all have had them.  I may doubt many things (and I do), but about this central fact -- that God’s holiness is always present all around me -- there is no doubt in my mind.  None. 

And at rare moments I am even blessed to see it.
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